My Faults

Chapter 1:

DISCLAIMER: I GOT THE IDEA TO WRITE THIS OFF OF A PICTURE ON TUMBLR OH GOD I AM SO SORRY IF YOU WROTE A STORY ON IT BUT I COULDN'T FIND ONE SO IMMA WRITE ONE OF MY OWN… DEAR LORD SORRY SORRY! I also do not own AOT/SNK … and this is a yaoi, so you have been warned.

There is something that is to be made clear. In my life, I have been very unfortunate. I've made bad decisions, committed crimes and got away with them, and lost people I care deeply about due to my own negligence. Yet, there are no regrets to be had. I lived my live the way I chose, and I have to live with it. I realized on the brink of death that this isn't something to be played around with.

'Life is precious, baby. Don't ever forget that, kay?' My mother said ions ago, when life actually mattered. However, as I lay on the cold pavement in an abandoned ware house, I pondered what my mom told me before she herself passed away.

Years later, I admit I've made a few good decisions. I made a life for myself in a small town. I have a few people I can trust. I have a house, a car, things I need.

So answer me this. Why is everything still as grey and ugly as it was when I was a teenager? Why is it exactly, that I can't find a purpose to this life that I am supposed to live for you mom?

"Excuse me, sir?" a voice lulled me out of writing. "I'm sorry to disturb you, but I have your coffee…" I looked up to see the brightest smile that was meant for me in my entire existence.

"Thanks…" I said, trying to disguise my obvious shock.

"Anytime!" he answered, almost too quickly. I risked another glance, and the warmth from his simple smile traveled to smack me across the face. What is this shit?

With that, he walked back behind the counter to grab his notepad to take someone else's order. The way that he carried himself was wistful and full of energy. His bright eyes caught my attention as he glanced up at me yet again from across the room.

If you looked close enough, you could see freckles on his lightly tanned face, and the way his hair fell perf-

Wait… Oh god I'm not a shitty brat anymore! I need to pull my head out of my ass and get back to work! I need to finish this manuscript by next week, there's no time for ogling at brats in a run-down dinner…

I finished my coffee, and a few more chapters of my novel when I got up to pay. I'm not sure why I did it, but I left a fifteen dollar tip… I think I'll come back tomorrow…

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As I pulled into my drive way, I couldn't help but sigh with dissatisfaction. "Home sweet home…" I said under my breath, walking out to my front door. As I opened the door, the dark house welcomed me with a chill that always runs through the house. "I'm home." I said to no one, taking my shoes off.

To be perfectly honest, I like my home. It's clean, and easy to manage. I know I have enough money to get a spacious apartment, but there's only me and my fat cat Titan. If anything, he's the only reason I even come home at night. The Siamese cat jogged over to me from the couch, excited like a stupid dog, and threw himself at me, meowing like I haven't seen him in weeks.

"Hey fat ass." I greeted, scratching his behind his ear and under his chin. He purred and shed all over me, indicating it was time to do laundry.

By 10:30, my entire house is clean, again, and my laundry for the week is done. It's too late to take a bath, so I went up to the sink and washed my face.

Looking into the mirror, I stood there analyzing what I had become. My name is Levi Ackerman. I'm 27 years old, and am rather short for my age. I have an undercut hairstyle that I can manage to cut myself, and a rather dull style. Yet in all my faults, I have an even greater fault that bothers me to this day. I have one dark blue eye, and one golden eye. I know that sounds like some shit anime trait, or a total and utter piece of crap lie, but it's the truth. I'm Levi, and I am and never will be like anyone else. And I will never regret a 'fault' that someone precious gave me.

Hey guys. I know I haven't written in like… 5ever, but I have to say I will work hard on this. Expect more from me now that I've graduated high school