Hey, TouchOfCute here! This is a fanfic of danisnotonfire and AmazingPhil. It's pretty emotional, if you dig kind of emotional stories. Proofread by MissShipper1 on this site! Thanks for reading! :)
It's been 2 months. Phil Lester is sitting in his bed, scrolling through Tumblr on the "Dan and Phil" tag, emotionless. He still remembers what happened, the exact moment where his best friend lay there on the hospital bed. Where his heart rate on the machine was on a flat line and Phil couldn't move. He couldn't do anything. All he could do was watch. Watch as doctors and nurses try to get Dan Howell to restore his breathing, but it didn't work. Nothing worked. He wished Dan didn't have a heart attack in the first place. Dan was his responsibility to care for him! And he blew it.
He could remember the funeral. Phil's parents, Dan's parents and his little brother, all of Dan's friends from university, and almost every YouTuber was there. Regret started washing over Phil's face as the service goes on. Tears stream down his face as he walks up to speak about Dan. Standing there, heartbroken, as they gently bring down the coffin to the hole in the ground.
Phil quickly snaps out of it. But as soon as he does, he starts sobbing. He knows no one can hear him through the empty apartment anyway. He logs off of Tumblr, closes his laptop, and puts it on his bedside table. He turns his head to look at the clock: 12:06 AM. He gets off his bed and walks to, what used to be, Dan's bedroom. Still looks the same. He goes over to Dan's bed and lies down.
Phil eventually falls asleep, but with tears coming down. Remembering that he will never see his best friend again.
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