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And he wished
It has been A year, and boy what a year.
The air around him was still, so still.
He was sitting in the grill alone, by the bar stool.
They were all in proximity, yet they weren't.
They were shooting him apologetic looks indeed it was a harsh blow.
Dare approach him in this mood and you are dead.
He wasn't drunk. No amount of goddamn alcohol could numb him now.
He got to his leave.
Caroline was on his heels out, ironic mirror image of the day he followed her out back when he wished he could love again and be loved in return.
Too little, too late.
She doesn't blabber much before he snaps her neck.
He goes to the clearings in the forest, he screams, he kicks at trees, he bites himself and bleeds himself, he collapses.
He weeps.
He wishes they were still with him
"Nik, You have to join us please, we aren't Finn, we promise"
Rebekah pleaded with him.
"Not a chance in the world Rebekah"
"Niklaus, It is a way to garner more energy case one of us is cornered, one's strength will be equivalent to all, adding we would be able to sense and come to assistance" reasoned Elijah
"But if one down, we all down as well"
"Leave him be Elijah, He is a coward" Kol said
"Speaking the weak link who we have to undagger every time he gets in trouble"
"Suit yourself Niklaus; we are at the boarding house, if you care to join" Elijah terminated
And now he is the only one down,
He wishes he had joined.
"I am going to the dance with Damon Salvatore" said Rebekah in a sing song
"Like we actually care" Kol replied in the same tone
"Of course not, insensitive Potato couch who couldn't get himself a date and is going on his own"
"Like I care for the silly dance"
"I got a date, Kol doesn't have one" she kept singing and teasing till a cushion hit her square in the face.
"You are so dead" and the chase began
"Any chance of coming, Nik?" said Rebekah amidst the chase.
"Depends, Why do you like dances that much, Bekah?"
"Nothing, just a normal human thing Nik, you know simple and the closest we could ever be to humanity that we missed by becoming th..."
Another cushion.
He felt guilty. If Henrick hadn't died, maybe they would have been better.
He wished he never took him .
It all happened during the dance.
The new big bad was there. He rushed first to Niklaus, he wanted him first.
But with his new status as Mystic falls golden boy (aka the originator of the Salvatore's bloodline and Elena's), they don't hesitate to protect him.
His siblings come to assistance, and they all manage to take him down.
Except that the witch managed to betray them all.
The big bad was bound to them.
The moment he pulled his heart out, they collapsed beside him, fire consuming each one of them.
The very moment he wished he was bound as well.
She thought she had escaped.
Except he found her, with his ensemble team of witches and warlocks.
In the Salvatore dungeons back in mystic falls her inhuman cries filled the air.
Nobody could reason with him, Nobody could take it anymore, they were all out including Damon.
It is during one of his fests of torture that he learns the witch had communicated with Esther.
She said Esther tells him he is a bastard, born of a night of ruin, that he is her biggest shame, that she denounces him as a son.
No new echo of the words he heard a 1000 years ago.
He does the same to the witch, he pulls out her heart.
He wishes she never said those words,
But she did.
His phone buzzes as he reaches the boarding house. He is staying there ever since.
It is Stefan, he picks up
"hey, where are you? Look mate just be fine ok. I will be at the boarding house in 5 ok"
He wishes he had appreciated him as a friend before all this.
He storms in search of his lost.
He finds his lost.
And as The brothers enter, he lunges it into his heart.
As they rush to his side , he chokes "found … way … bloodline …Safe"
And as the pain consumes him, He wishes he had never been born.
The pain increases, the pain is at the epitome, voice floats over the pain, drowns it, the pain dulls away.
He hears echoes of laughter
He hears clear voices now, voices of them
"Always and Forever, Nik"