AN: yup. so it's a freeverse of james's death. OH NO.

He looks at me with

those sad gray eyes

The eyes i got from him

his blonde hair is

streaked with white

There's a million things

coming through his

mind right now

i know that for sure.

Ever since i was

a little girl

me and dad had

a language

just for ourselves

spoken

with our eyes

one glance

and

i knew everything.

a

thud

a

croak

and

just

like

that

he

is gone

forever

to some

unknown god

and

i cry

and cry

and i

do

not

notice he is still

alive

screeching his

last words

out

Run

he says

and
i

do,

his

last words still

ringing in my

ears

but first i slip a

photo i found

of him and mommy

under the glass

run

run

run

run

run

and

then

i descent

and

i

know

this

time i actually

am alone

for good.

run

run

run