My story is not unlike many others. I always felt...different from the people around me. It did not help that I grew up in an extreme Christian home, constantly taught the ten commandments and Bible verses.
I felt as if I was a demon surrounded by angels, a black spot in a sea of white. I did not even know what homosexuality was until I was about ten. Once I hit puberty, I really started to feel different. I hated what my body was doing to me, I felt dirty and wrong.
Once I started to develop crushes, it just got worse. I unconsciously repressed these feelings which led to my depression and self-injury.
This will be my story. I will try to recount events thus far in my life to the best of my memory. Once I have progressed as far as my life has come, this story will become complete fiction. But for now, it is a true story of my life. I hope it can help people, but also that you will simply enjoy my tale.