Hey everyone long time no writing :S. Well anyways this may suck ass but im posting this just so you guys know im not dead. Well this story is for ListenToUrHeart's Channy Christmas Story. I felt like one because life has gotten better since my last update on whatever story I was writing before I basically disappeared into oblivion. SO I BEG OF YOU PLEASE CRITIZE THIS STORY! SPELLING GRAMMAR ANYTHING! I NEED TO GET BACK TO WRITING ASAP!
I'll try to make each chapter at least 1,000 words. I can guarantee that! *smiles widely*
So without a do here is Lost Lover's
Chapter 1
Lost Lovers
Rating: T
I picked up my phone but but back down. I looked at the time. I picked up my phone and unlocked it. I look at the picture of us. It was of me and a certain heartthrob big shot celebrity. Well that boy was my ex. Chad. Dylan. Cooper. We were at a picnic by the lake and one lucky photographer found us making out. Let's just say my mom saw it and grounded me. It has been three years since then. Never dated again since. My heart cold with jealousy and anger that filled me when I saw him with a blonde Tawni. Did they go to the lake and have a picnic? Did she see my secret spot in the park? Did he give her roses and pearls like he did for me? He was with her but me; I haven't dated since. Skipped every date that I even got. Wrote songs and stayed out of the public eye. Soon the media stopped and I was old news. He was new news everyday. Tawni was my best friend but after half a year of me gone she stopped calling and and I forgot about her. He has been dating for two years. I left So Random! Due to my depression I got a couple weeks after the break up. Rating were decreasing episode by episode and I finally left so the show did not fail.
Now I worked at a Starbucks and I get the occasional "Can I have your autograph? Im your biggest fan" then I would get a big smile and of coarse I would say yes then take there order and ask to sign the cup too. Interrupting my thoughts my phone rang. I looked down at the number and saw one I had not seen in a awhile. The screen read 'Marshall' it rang again and I was in a daze. It was now on the fourth ring and I quickly pressed the 'Answer' button on the screen. "Hello?" I questioned into the speaker.
"Hi Sonny! Thank god you have the same number!" he exclaimed happily
"Yeah. I kept it so everyone from the show can call me"
"So how are you?" he asked nicely
"Good."
"About the show, We changed it up a bit and added some new people. Someone suggested that you host and perform and I was calling to hope that you can. The studio will pay for first class seat's and the best hotel that's near the studio."
"Well how long would I be in California?"
"Well you would be here the week of Christmas. That's the episode I want you to record with us. Everyone missed you and im sure they would be really happy if you come."
going back to So Random! Would make me see 'him'again. It would be so awkward but I missed the show.
"Ok, I'll do it!" I said now regretting it. Well no going back now. Christmas week was only three days away. I had to pack everything now. Well only clothes and Christmas stuff. Also some decoration's. If I know anything the traditional decorating of the stage.
"You gotta sing two songs. One Christmas of coarse and another any song you want that you have wrote." Marshall said snapping me out of my thoughts.
"Ok. Anything else?" I asked.
"Yeah, bring decoration's for the stage. At least one ordainment for the tree too. Perhaps something that represents you. I'll e-mail you the tickets so you don't have to pay. Thanks so much for accepting and you wont regret it." with that he hang up and i was speechless. What did I just agree too? My head was spinning in confusion and now I basically agreed to seeing
Chad again. But now all I had to do was avoid him.
As I hung up with Marshall I thought about what to sing. I knew I would either sing The Christmas Song or either Wonderful Christmas Time. For what song I was gonna use was gonna be hard. I wanted to use 'My Love Is Like A Star' or 'Give Your Heart A Break'. I was now confused. What was I gonna sing and what was I gonna wear. I mean I know what I was gonna wear but I wanted to make Chad mad that we broke up. But also I wanted him know that I lov- I mean show him how good I am without him. Yeah. Plus I cant back out now. I already told Marshall I would guest star so I can't back down. With that i continued to chewing on the tip of my pencil and writing down random lyrics. My flight was tomorrow. So i called my best friend through thick and thin, Rosie. A sweet red head who was funny and creative. She cursed rarely and when she did she was serious. Her eyes blue and was probably the same height and weight as me. She basically ever since i told her the whole story and about So Random only cared about keeping me safe from getting hurt again. Grabbing my iPhone from the charger i dialed Rosie's speed dial number quickly.
She answered quickly and knew it was me. "Rosie, tomorrow im going back"
"back where?" she questioned back.
"So Random" i heard a gasp and soon a door close and heavy breathing.
"You can't go back!" she blurtted out.
"Why not?" i questioned back
"The C and T words" Chad and Tawni she meant.
"I don't give a rat's ass about them anymore!" when i knew myself that i did in my heart. Tawni my best friend and Chad my ex. I was hard to forget.
'Sure" she did not believe me. Smart girl.
"Yeah it's true" i could just imagine her shaking her head
"Okay, Whatever. Just come over before you leave."
"Fine." i said starting our regular everyday banter.
"Fine."
"Good."
"Good."
"So were good?"
"Only if you come over before you"
"I will!"
"Then were good." with that i hung up and started packing for the week and a half long trip to my past.
[UPDATE: Please check out my fictionpress. i have a story up right now with two chapters. Short but i guess its better than nothing right? So please check that out. My user is the same LoveMusicGrl. So please check it out. Also its a little depressing... Ok well thanks and i hope you read it! Please R&R if you do and tell me if its good so far?]