Okay, well first of all, I'm sorry if Konata seems very OC in this short story. But that is more like because they are more mature now and live apart and alone. The story might jump oddly from thing to thing, but that is because my mind was full of things and this story kinda just flowed out from my keyboard, lol. Anyway hope you think it's ok, r&r is appreciated
I was worried about her, or us actually. Kagami was really depressed. I couldn't do anything to make her feel better. I thought it was my chance to flirt now, by saying that 'I sure can make you feel better, if you come here at my house.'
She didn't really care about that. I felt foolish, and stopped talking to her for a while from the instant messenger program.
'Sheesh...I can't stop thinking of her. What if, she came here again, and we would take a long walk in the forest, maybe then I could confess my feelings when we are together, alone... But she might already know them. Or not at all, probably she just thinks I'm trying to be super friendly in how I'm helping her all the time... Kagami sure makes no sense sometimes', I murmured to myself. 'Also, she has much other stuff in her mind. It just feels like the right time to tell her will never come.'
Everything just goes against us. Her mood. School, no time for meeting, since we even are in different schools.
I sighed and fell to the bed spacing out for a while. I had no interest in girls first, but now Kagami has become my strange obsession.. It's like we are from a story, but not from so happy one. Can it just be true, that when we were in the same school and all - I didn't have feelings, and now - heck - I have when I barely meet her! I wanted to shout out loud, but instead put some nice music on.
She doesn't even know that I am bisexual. Well, neither do I know if she is, but I just have that vibe. I believe she isn't ever so brave to tell me, I know I need to, or she needs to figure it out. I am very scared of rejection, since she is a good friend of me, and we are both girls!
Why she had to become depressed now? I thought everything was going great...
-Several hours later-
I was watching an anime video of two girls who were lesbians. Yes... I loved yuri. Why I can't just have some 'real yuri time'. I shouldn't push her to anything though, Kagami is very sensitive...
But at least I would want to lay my lips on her sweet ones, but I never really had a chance to do it. We never were alone. Yet. I need to invite her to my house some day. 'But would she come? Of course she wanted, but... She doesn't live close to me... Why it has to be like this?', I thought, and sighed again while closing my eyes.
