HEY! I'm back again. This is my first Yu-Gi-Oh fic. So be merciful! I writing this when I should be doing my math hw. Lol. Read and review. Constructive criticisms only plz. Arigatou!
Tsuki: Todo does not own Yu-Gi-Oh or any characters affiliated with it. Plz don't sue her. She is flat broke. ::mutters:: as always.
Todo: STOP BEING SO MEAN TSUKI! As she said…I dun own Yu-Gi-Oh, only in my dreams. The idea is mine though. LALALA. ENJOY!
Warning: YAOI! Guess what pairing this is….
Beneath the Masks of Hate: Chapter 1
By Todokanunegai
I never really cared for you.
You were just another face in the crowd to me. Some one of no real interest to me.
Of course I knew who you were. You were known in the school for your skills at games and puzzles.
You also had a reputation for being picked on and beaten by the bullies because of you were so small for your age. Yet you never fought back or did anything to defend yourself. And look, you made friends with two former bullies.
I never really cared for you.
That is until the day you beat me. Beat me at the game I was the best at.
I guess I was cocky, arrogant and fought for the wrong reasons. It had never crossed my mind that you, an amateur would beat me, the champion.
I was selfish.
You were selfless.
I believed there is only power in the cards.
You believed there was a heart in them.
And you won.
I was never the same after that battle. My belief of in the kind of person I was, started to crumbled because of that one single defeat.
I guess I saw you in a new light afterwards. You were the first person to defeat me and that triggered some form of respect on my part for you.
Then you allowed me to win in that battle on the rooftop. Why? I never understood why you allowed me to win. I put you in such a tough spot. I knew you wouldn't risk hurting me and took a chance. You appeared to be in conflict about the situation. When you attacked and then called back your move at the last moment, I was surprised. You were throwing away your chance at dueling Pegasus. And I took the chance and defeated you.
You could have won, but instead, you let me win; allowing me to save my brother even though your own loved one was at stake also.
But in the end, it was you. You found some way to get into the castle and defeated Pegasus. It was you who rescued your grandpa, my brother and me.
I was grateful for that, but I also despise you for it. You did what I couldn't do and I hated it.
And you rescued me yet again from those scheming corporate suits after duelist kingdom.
And I hated you more.
You were the one always rescuing me. And I hate the feeling of depending on someone.
I despised you. I really did. I wanted to defeat you, or rather that ancient spirit that shared a body with you so I could be more secure in myself. But each time I dueled you, you always beat me, even if it seemed like I was going to win.
So I hated you.
Loathed you.
Despised you.
Only months ago, I didn't care about who you were.
Now you inhabit my thoughts day and night. You've become like an obsession of mine even though I never showed it.
I respect you for the duelist you were.
I hated you for helping me no matter how I treated you.
I hated you for your happy go lucky personality.
I hated you for those people you called friends.
And most of all, I hated you because I couldn't really hate you because you were so kind to me, when no one else had. You wanted to be my friend no matter how much I pushed you away. And you cared even though I acted like I hate you.
But I don't hate you…at some point maybe I have…but I don't.
I act like I hate you only because… I love you.
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Todo: What do you think? Review plz. It'll only take a min.
Tsuki: Review!
Kaosu: Or else!
Todo: Ignore Kaosu…she's my evil spirit/muse. ::stuffs sock in Kaosu's mouth::
Kaosu: ::glares::
Take a guess at who's point of view that was in….I'm gonna do another chapter or two in the other person or shall I say person w/ a ancient spirit's point of view. Lol. Review. Thx for reading. Ja ne! Til next time. Note: Does anyone noe how to upload a Microsoft Word file without it coming out looking really mashed together so i don't have to keep transfering files to Notepad. If you do, plz tell me in the review or email me at cindycheng@att.net Thx
© Todokanunegai 11-25-02
Tsuki: Todo does not own Yu-Gi-Oh or any characters affiliated with it. Plz don't sue her. She is flat broke. ::mutters:: as always.
Todo: STOP BEING SO MEAN TSUKI! As she said…I dun own Yu-Gi-Oh, only in my dreams. The idea is mine though. LALALA. ENJOY!
Warning: YAOI! Guess what pairing this is….
Beneath the Masks of Hate: Chapter 1
By Todokanunegai
I never really cared for you.
You were just another face in the crowd to me. Some one of no real interest to me.
Of course I knew who you were. You were known in the school for your skills at games and puzzles.
You also had a reputation for being picked on and beaten by the bullies because of you were so small for your age. Yet you never fought back or did anything to defend yourself. And look, you made friends with two former bullies.
I never really cared for you.
That is until the day you beat me. Beat me at the game I was the best at.
I guess I was cocky, arrogant and fought for the wrong reasons. It had never crossed my mind that you, an amateur would beat me, the champion.
I was selfish.
You were selfless.
I believed there is only power in the cards.
You believed there was a heart in them.
And you won.
I was never the same after that battle. My belief of in the kind of person I was, started to crumbled because of that one single defeat.
I guess I saw you in a new light afterwards. You were the first person to defeat me and that triggered some form of respect on my part for you.
Then you allowed me to win in that battle on the rooftop. Why? I never understood why you allowed me to win. I put you in such a tough spot. I knew you wouldn't risk hurting me and took a chance. You appeared to be in conflict about the situation. When you attacked and then called back your move at the last moment, I was surprised. You were throwing away your chance at dueling Pegasus. And I took the chance and defeated you.
You could have won, but instead, you let me win; allowing me to save my brother even though your own loved one was at stake also.
But in the end, it was you. You found some way to get into the castle and defeated Pegasus. It was you who rescued your grandpa, my brother and me.
I was grateful for that, but I also despise you for it. You did what I couldn't do and I hated it.
And you rescued me yet again from those scheming corporate suits after duelist kingdom.
And I hated you more.
You were the one always rescuing me. And I hate the feeling of depending on someone.
I despised you. I really did. I wanted to defeat you, or rather that ancient spirit that shared a body with you so I could be more secure in myself. But each time I dueled you, you always beat me, even if it seemed like I was going to win.
So I hated you.
Loathed you.
Despised you.
Only months ago, I didn't care about who you were.
Now you inhabit my thoughts day and night. You've become like an obsession of mine even though I never showed it.
I respect you for the duelist you were.
I hated you for helping me no matter how I treated you.
I hated you for your happy go lucky personality.
I hated you for those people you called friends.
And most of all, I hated you because I couldn't really hate you because you were so kind to me, when no one else had. You wanted to be my friend no matter how much I pushed you away. And you cared even though I acted like I hate you.
But I don't hate you…at some point maybe I have…but I don't.
I act like I hate you only because… I love you.
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Todo: What do you think? Review plz. It'll only take a min.
Tsuki: Review!
Kaosu: Or else!
Todo: Ignore Kaosu…she's my evil spirit/muse. ::stuffs sock in Kaosu's mouth::
Kaosu: ::glares::
Take a guess at who's point of view that was in….I'm gonna do another chapter or two in the other person or shall I say person w/ a ancient spirit's point of view. Lol. Review. Thx for reading. Ja ne! Til next time. Note: Does anyone noe how to upload a Microsoft Word file without it coming out looking really mashed together so i don't have to keep transfering files to Notepad. If you do, plz tell me in the review or email me at cindycheng@att.net Thx
© Todokanunegai 11-25-02
