~5/9/13~hi I'm Luna and here's my first fanfic on the site, hope you like it, sorry I switch pov a lot~ trigger warnings this is sadstuck, Roxy x Jane, Jane x Jake, cussing, drinking, suicide ~
Roxy was sitting all alone; she had already drunk away all her brain cells she could no longer speak. Jane had left her to go out on an adventure with Jake. Jake, he's the problem, if he hadn't come along all this would be fine, and she wouldn't have left me at all. I don't even know why this is troubling me at all, I know it shouldn't, but god damn I miss Janie, the way she bakes cakes for me, her accent, her eyes, or even the way she yells at me to clean everything. If only I can change how everything went, if I had only I had told her I didn't want to be alone. If I had only told her that I was in love with her. I wouldn't be home, fucking friend zoned. God I hate my sad pathetic life. I should explain what happened. Jane and I were home, she was cooking super and I was drooling over how attractive she was. We were talking about how great today was; we went out and had a park date. It started raining. She was so worried and scared. I almost had that kiss, but thunder rolled and she was too scared so I just held her. I wanted to tell her right then but I was too scared. I had a few other chances to kiss her, but she never got the hint. Well at least I know vodka and most 20 grain alcohol is always here for me , she thought then started balling her eyes out, forever alone at the age 18, I'm better off dead. She took another drink, just end my life right here.
~the end~