OMG I CANT BELIEVE IM DOING THIS. i have been writing this for a while and decide to upload it so tell me what u think. sorry for any spelling errors

DISCLAIMER I DO NOT OWN FAIRY TAIL ALL RIGHTS GO TO HIRO MASHIMA

How It All Began

When i tell people about my life their faces never seize to amaze me. They always ask me how did i make it so far in life having gone through all of that. I always tell them about my friends how supportive they were . I guess it true when they say "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger'' I am actually surprised I made it myself. I could not do without my best friend and recent fiance Natsu . i should properly start my story from the being huh.

"Lucy! Come it's time to eat." Said my beautiful mother Layla yelled. Her golden hair shined in the sunlight as if it was the sun itself . "Coming mama" I yelled back. Life was perfect. I had everything I had ever wanted. I played in my garden everyday and had tea parties with my dolls . Life was bliss.

Suddenly my mother died. My whole life came crashing down on me. It felt like someone had taken a sharp knife and stabbed me in my chest and twisted it. To make matters worse my own father had begun to neglect me and blaming me for my mother's death. He had started to drink, always spending our savings to slowly drinking himself to death. Then he started to beat me. He would always say things like this "why were you born" and "move away from me you discusting child". Slowly i became accustomed to it. I became numb. I quickly learned to fake my feelings and hide my bruises and cuts. My father told me every day that i killed my mother, and i slowly began to believe him.

At the age of 14 i felt like the world was suffocating me. My father's abuse had gotten worse. My classmates began to bully me. They called me things like loner, nerd, ugly, fatty, moron and loser. The list could go on and on. Then one day one of my classmates called Lisa started to talk to me. I thought i had actually found a friend. Turns out she was only using me. My other classmates dared her and said that they would pay her. The day after i found out she told me to get lost. Called me a ugly bitch and i should go and die in a ditch. I was so scared to talk to anyone because i did not want to feel that kind of pain again. So i became antisocial. I would not talk to anyone nor would they talk to me.

I felt so alone in the world. No one cared about me. I was unwanted even by my own family. The piece of trash on the side of the road to be thrown away. Thus i started cutting myself to relieve the pain. I would go in my closet, take a blade and slowly draw it across my upper arm so no one could see it and started to cry. I would pray that tomorrow would be a better day but in the end it would never come.

Today when i came home from school late to see papa, no it does not even right to call him that anymore, Jude drunk."why are you late?" he asked"i had to help my teacher" i replied "help your teacher you say you're a whore just like your mother" he spat. My anger flared up. How dare that man insult my mother like that. "you have no right to talk about her. You're a pathetic excuse for a father" i shouted at him. I should of kept my mouth shut. The next thing i knew he had thrown his beer bottle at me and it had my head. Everything had suddenly gone black and i had passed out.

I woke up the next day with a pounding headache. I felt like i had been run over by a truck. i looked at the time. It was 10:00pm. Well i'm missing school for a while. My head felt sticky. I put my hand my my forehead and looked at it. It was blood. Well that is another wound to wrap. I looked around the house and i did not see that man. Thank god. I quickly went upstairs, had a shower and fixed myself up. i put some make up over my wounds so no one could see them. I went out the house to buy food knowing there was none in the house.

As i was walking toward the shop when i flash of pink in a corner caught my eyes. It was a guy with pink hair. Wait a minute, dafuq, pink hair. He was making out with a black haired chick. Her hands were around his neck and his hands were up her... I think i should go now. Just as i was about to walk away our eyes made contact. His onyx eyes were mesmerizing. It felt like he was looking into my soul. Suddenly he smirked at me. WHAT THE HELL. I felt a light blush sweep my cheeks as i ran to my destination. I hope i do not see him again. Oh fate you had other plans for me

Hope u enjoyed. Its my first time writting a fanfic so be kind. please tell me what you think