Running,
Racing,
Escaping,
But my true pursuer I cannot hide from.
Moving,
Dashing,
Sprinting,
Yet you are not at my side.
Reflecting,
Remembering,
Reliving,
The moment when you fell, dead, to the floor.
Thinking,
Musing,
Wondering,
Why I wasn't taken too.
Breathing,
Going,
Living,
While you are not.
Wishing I was gone too.
Wishing I was still with you.
Wondering how I could have been so stupid,
Wondering how I could have been so blind.
Wondering why I didn't love you
While I still could.
Wondering if you ever somehow, in your own way,
Loved me too.