My first song fic! The song is "Slipped Away" by Avril Lavigne. It enhances the experience if you listen to the song before or after or during XD haha. Anyway, enjoy!
The stars shone in the dark, night sky as a girl shifted in her bed. Lifting up the covers of her duvet, she slowly got out of bed and tip-toed over to her window. The girl wiped the remaining tears from her face as she slowly slid her balcony door open. Letting the slight breeze tickle her face, she stepped out into the cool night air, gently sliding the door closed behind her.
Na na, na na na, na na
I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly…
She leaned against the balcony railing as she felt more tears well up in her eyes. She didn't do anything to try and stop them as they rolled down her cheeks. Why had it turned out like this? She'd asked herself this question so many times. This wasn't supposed to happen; he was just meant to leave and be out of her life.
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh
After he'd left, she had felt strangely empty. Thinking it would pass, she simply brushed it off.
It didn't pass though, the emptiness only got worse. She felt hollow; her friends couldn't get through to her, nor could Masaya. He'd been so patient with her, but she'd shut him out continuously. One day, he finally decided he'd had enough and just like that, he left her.
Na na na na na na na
I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't
She didn't realize how much she'd cared for the green-haired alien until he was gone. She'd been so selfish, only thinking about her and Masaya. Around the first few months, she'd kept up a happy facade, telling everyone she was fine. And if they should notice that she was slightly off, as a couple of her friends had, she simply told them she was still adjusting to not having to play mew anymore. As time wore on, she couldn't keep up her happy attitude anymore. Pretending to be ok all the time was exhausting and it only resulted to her crying in her room at night, looking up at the stars and praying he could somehow hear her. She knew it was useless though, she wasn't going to ever see him again.
Oooooh
I hope you can hear me
'Cause I remember it clearly
Tomorrow, it would be exactly five months since he'd left, yet it still hurt so much to even think about him. She bowed her head and began sobbing harder, her tears falling onto the balcony railing as she rested her head against the smooth surface. The cool metal pressed against her flushed cheek, cooling the skin as her tears continued to fall.
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh
The girl turned around and slid down onto the ground, her hands still covering her face as her loud, choked sobs continued. She leaned her body against the wall as she brought her knees up to her chest. Her hands were still on her face as her body shook and the tears leaked through the cracks in her fingers.
I had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened, you passed by
She no longer tried to muffle her sobs, her small frame shaking as her mournful weeping made it difficult for her to breathe. The moon and the stars shined down upon her, causing her red hair to sparkle and the tears leaking through her fingers to glisten. The night air was still and silent save for the loud, heart-wrenching sobs and frequent sniffing.
Now you are gone, now you are gone
There you go, there you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now you are gone, now you are gone
There you go, there you go,
Somewhere your not coming back
Her tears continued spilling through her fingers, others squeezing past her hands to escape down her face as the memories of him played through her head.
"My name is Kishu, thanks for the kiss."
"Ichigo, I'll take you with me... to paradise"
"I'm taking Ichigo back to our world so she can be mine forever."
"Ichigo, choose! Become mine or I'll destroy you!"
"Ichigo! Stop! No! You'll die!"
"Now you'll become my toy without hesitation, right Ichigo?"
"Are you crying for me? Ichigo, I'll tell you something good…"
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same noo…
The day you slipped away
Was the day that I found it won't be the same oooh…
She sat there for what seemed like hours until the tears finally stopped and her breathing returned to normal. Then she sat there a bit longer before she finally began to get to her feet, unsteadily standing up as she wiped the rest of the tears from her face. The girl turned around and brought her gaze back up to the sky. The moon and the stars still hung there seeming to smile, to will her to cheer up. She closed her eyes and his face flashed into her mind. He was always there. Teasing her, smiling at her, yelling at her… and even protecting her, until the very end.
Opening her eyes, she cast her gaze back to the sky. "Kishu…" A broken whisper escaped her trembling lips, her tone pleading and her eyes desperately searching the sky. Finally she turned around, sliding open the glass door, she stepped inside and pulled the door closed behind her.
Not quite all the way though. Like every night, she left the door slightly open, in case, maybe one day, he decided to come back to her…
Na na, na na na, na na
I miss you…
"Ichigo…" The wind carried the soft murmur through the air, against the trees. But it went unheard to the girl, she was already inside, unable to hear that soft voice whispering back.
Yay! Finished! My first song fic! This is the first story I've finished on this site! Thanks so much for reading, I hope you liked it! :)
Reviews are greatly appreciated xo
