Hey this is my first fanfic but I hope you like it see I read a lot of fan fictions and lately I can't find anything that holds interest. My favorite's stories are the half vampire chronicles (the whole thing) by johnnyboy7 I love that story and I am so sorry but I might slip and use some ideas from some stories I read and not even think about it. I am almost positive that I will use something of his so just be prepared. I do plan to change some things though and make it more how I see the characters. This aint goin to be any Edward and Bella hate Jacob because he loves Ness and this aint gone be no Nahuel love triangle there will be drama but none like that I hope you enjoy .

I am not or will ever be Stephanie Meyer or some of the other authors I may use ideas from I may not say that every chapter but its implied.

Chapter 1 my life

*Renesmee*

I couldn't help but sit there and enjoy my surroundings and think about my basically perfect life. I have my family that loves me more than their own lives and there's... we'll get to him later. My always funny uncle Emmett, my beautiful aunt Rosalie, my historical and calming uncle Jasper, and my usual optimistic crazy aunt Alice. My grandparents are amazing, the loving Esme and smart and calm Carlisle. My perfect always gushy parents, Edward and Bella, who fit the word soul mate to a 'T'. Then there is the pack a group of some of my favorite people. A group full of shape-shifting wolf people. Within that group there's one person that makes my day worth living, my best friend, my sun. My Jacob.

Growing up being a half vampire, living around shape-shifters, vampires and few humans surely shaped my personality. I can be calm and slightly shy like my mother, Bella, or I can show the side that I got from the pack (and Uncle Emmett) that's sarcastic, cocky and outgoing.

It was amazing that I was thinking about all of this while also being very much aware of my surroundings, I had to be… me and Jake were playing our hide and go seek/ tag game. I just called it hunting one another.

I sniffed the air and I smelled him. I knew the smell of my Jacob anywhere; I knew it better than my own. Jacob was my everything and I'd never told him just how much my feelings had changed. I used to think that it was strange looking at Jacob one day as a best friend and then noticing his beautiful buff body and russet skin and…oohhh. Then even weirder the next day seeing him as… my lover. At first it was almost too weird seeing as though he played a huge part in raising me, but after a while it became common, almost as natural as breathing for me to love him this way.

My parents were amazing, especially my dad. He could read my mind (literally) and knew exactly how much I loved Jacob and instead of going insane like I expected both him and mom to do he just said, "Ness, you are growing and despite the fact that you have only been biologically alive for 6 years I know that you are mature enough to make the right decisions for you. So I won't hound you about your feelings just, know that you will always be my little girl no matter how you feel for Jacob." How awesome is that! We had a heart to heart and I confirmed that yes, I will always be his little girl. What surprised me even more was mom and dad gave me permission to be with Jacob. I mean I know mom trust me with Jake one; because even before me they were friends two; mom gave me to Jake to run away together during the whole Volturi situation. I also know that dad loves Jake like a brother and best friend but still I thought it was strange but I would not complain.

I had permission if only I would get some courage and tell him how I feel. I tried many times but, the mere thought of Jacob rejecting made me hyperventilate which is really hard when your heart already goes at a "heart attack" rate as Emmett says.

I brought myself out of my thoughts as I heard his paws not to far from me. I began to smile; he was hiding in the trees, stalking me, hunting his prey.

Everything went silent and just in time, I ducked as his wolf body came jumping at me. I was laughing then said,

"And your suppose to be the Alpha? That's sad"

He started snarling. Jacob was the Alpha and had been since the Volturi situation. On top of the six wolves that phased during that time, 3 more came along. Sam gave up the position saying he was ready to start a family and he has. A boy a girl and another 'we don't know yet' on the way. Leah and Paul all left the pack. Leah went to California and from what Jake told me, had fallen in love with a part Cherokee part Makah man. Paul quit recently because Rachael, one of my best girl friends and Jake's sister, was now 3months pregnant.

He jumped again this time having caught me off guard, based to my thoughts, and had me pinned to the ground growling in my face. A normal human girl would have pissed her pants while a vampire would have tried hard not to show fear knowing they were about to be ended by the huge horse sized wolf, but see I was not normal, in any stretch of the word, so I just stared at his beautiful dark wolf eyes.

He got closer until he licked my face with his wolf tongue and I burst out laughing

"Jake ewwwwwww that's gross you dog"

He put on his wolf grin that made me laugh harder and ran behind a tree to go phase.

When Jake returned I could have swore my extremely fast heart skipped not one or even two, more like 12 heart beats.

Cut off sweat shorts, no shoes and my favorite, no shirt. He looked like a damn native Greek god. His russet skin looked so awesome in the light and mines had a florescent glow, nothing like an actual vampire.

"Hey Ness, What's that?" Jacob said and pointed behind me. Like an idiot, I trusted Jake and looked behind myself. The next thing I know Jake has me over his shoulder caveman style tickling me to whatever death a half vampire could have.

"P-p-pleaseee Jake okay I'm sorry" I was laughing extremely hard but, I did notice how my body reacted to Jacob's touch. I guess I've just gotten used to it.

"What was that about me being a sad excuse for an Alpha?"

"Okay I'm sorry"

"And…?"

I waited too long and he began to tickle me harder, if that was possible.

"Okay you Jacob William Black are the best Alpha in the history of Alpha's and I Nessie Cullen am sorry"

Jacob stopped tickling me and put me down so softly as if I would break from it being any more intense. Jacob being '6.7' bent down (cus I am like '5.6') slightly so me and him were eye level and said softly almost seductively, "That's what I thought"

OMG he was so damn close if I leaned in enough we would be kissing. My heartbeat picked up slightly at that thought and before I could say something (probably extremely stupid) Jacob's Iphone rang. I thought it would be one of Jacob's very loyal customers. Jacob loved cars but for some strange reason did not want to start a business so Carlisle talked to some of his very wealthy friends about Jacob. Long story short, Jacob became very trusted and a bunch of Carlisle friends and Carlisle's friend's friends got Jake to work on their cars. They paid him extremely well because of his great job. Despite the difference in species Jake was family to the Cullen's and vice versa so he trusted Alice and gave her a good sum of his profit to put in the stock market. And let's just say in little under a 6 months Jacob had made about $100,000 and is still bringing in huge cash. You wouldn't notice though, he still acts like good ole pants only Jacob. My Jacob.

I knew I was wrong about it being a client when Jake gave me the phone to read a text from… Alice. Oh great

LISTEN DOG I HAVE GROWN QUITE FOND OF YOU BUT I WILL KILL IF YOU DON'T HAVE MY NIECE HERE IN TEN MINUTES WE HAVE TO GO SHOPPPPPPP HURRY UP NOW THIS IS SERIOUS!

BYE, LOVE ALICE.

I stared at Jake for a minute before he burst out laughing which in turn made me laugh.

"Well I think we should head back I don't wanna face the wrath of pixie"

I agreed. Luckily I knew Alice would never hurt Jacob because she, along with everyone else, knew I loved Jacob and knew hurting him would hurt me. They surely wouldn't murder him; I know I would literally die without my Jacob.

We got back and before we even hit the steps Alice was pulling me to my father's gift to her, a yellow Porsche.

"ALICE!" my mother, Bella screamed. I don't think she has gotten used to vampirism, she doesn't have to scream, hello, super sensitive hearing. She could've whispered and we would've heard her.

"Uhh! Yes Bella I promise we will not go over 10 this time Jeez." Alice huffed and pouted. I chuckled she was so small and adorable.

"No. You won't go over 5, that's final" my mother said. Of course they were speaking about thousands of dollars.

"Bella you suck. Fine" Alice said looking sad and pathetic. I gave her a hug which quickly cheered her back up.

Unlike my mother I actually like clothes. I was not as crazy as Alice but not as plain and picky as my mom. I liked shoes of all kinds, heels, tennis shoes, and flats. I loved the casualness of tennis shoes, the adorableness of flats and the height and adultness of heels. Jacob once said he loved how I looked in heels, which could be another reason.

Me and Alice went to the Seattle mall she refused to let me shop in Port Angeles. Whatever. We went in and I found everything. Coach, Louboutin, Versace, Miu Miu, PRADA, Yves Saint Laurent, it was amazing. We did in fact go over 5 thousand but mom has a soft spot for me so hopefully mom won't be too mad.

We got back pretty fast based on Alice's fast driving. I could not really judge I drove pretty fast to. Only person in the family who did not drive like a 'fast and furious' racer was my mom. We got back and before I could step out of the car Jake was there and had me in a huge hug. Since forever it has always hurt me and Jacob to be away from each other for more than maybe a couple hours.

When he pulled back my knees went weak for a minute when I looked at his beautiful body and gorgeous face. Damn the things he did to me. He had on a black fitting shirt that showed off his biceps and dark denim jeans and black timberlands. Nothing to glamorous it's just well … he's hot.

I don't think he noticed, fortunately, so I straightened myself out and we walked back to the house with all my bags on his arms. And there were at least ten huge bags but he carried it with ease. Shape shifter strength I suppose.

"Thank God your home, everyone is acting so strange. I asked Bells cause ya know she's bad with secrets and even she wouldn't tell me, said I had to wait til' you got back because it involved you to."

I could tell Jake was frustrated from the 'toddler tantrum' tone in his voice. That made me laugh and him smile.

"What are you laughing at?"

"You. You are so impatient."

"And you still love me."

"I do." And I did more than I think he knows.

We got inside and Jacob put my bags down.

"Hello Ness darling would you and Jake like something to eat?" my awesome kind and sweet grandma Esme asked.

"Sure and we all know Jake is hungry" me and Esme chuckled while Jake just tried not to smile eventually failing.

Me and Jake ate some steak and potatoes. I liked human food but not as much as humans liked it and definitely not as much as the wolves. I still had to hunt but if I hunted big I only had to hunt once a month and if I hunted something small then I would have to hunt twice that month.

The whole time me and Jake laughed, we would look up and sneak glances at one another and start laughing. That's how it had always been with me and Jacob, natural, like breathing, like your heart beating, like… soul mates.

After we finished our food we went to the living room where it was obviously tense. Jake was right, something was wrong.

"Okay she's here, the foods gone now someone please stop acting weird and tell us what the hell is going on"

Dad sighed, he hated lying to Jacob. Mom looked extremely sad and Carlisle stood up looking sad as well.

"Jacob, Ness please sit down" we did and he continued.

"As you both know the reason we live the life we live is to be as less as immoral as possible also to be able to interact with humans. Now the rest of the family is out of school but I still work at the hospital and we all still go out on occasions. Edward brought to us Bella and Bella brought us the family of Renesmee and loyalty and even friendship of the pack and Jacob for years now." Carlisle stopped then began again, like he physically didn't want to. "Forks has been more of a home to us than any other place, but we are vampires..." he stopped again and I felt Jacob go stiff next to me. I saw Jake look at dad who just nodded his head sadly in confirmation of Jacob's thoughts. Once dad nodded Jacob looked like the breathing dead. I wanted to comfort him but I was still confused.

"And…?" I said beginning to get annoyed.

My dad spoke this time. "And dear as vampires we don't age and people are beginning to notice whenever we are out."

I understood, I was not stupid, but I had to have confirmation of this nightmare.

I whispered, not knowing how I could speak at all, "so we have to…" I couldn't speak anymore, I couldn't find the words.

"Yes Ness… we have to move"

My mind went blank for a minute and then my first thought was My Jacob. My second thought was…

Oh Shit, Fucking fan Fucking Tastic. WHAT THE FUCKK! SO WELL FOR A PRETTY PERFECT LIFE!

As you can see no one is too happy about the move let's see how Jacob feels. This is my first fanfic and I love your opinion. Tell me how you feel. I will admit this main moving thing was Johnnyboy7. I did change a little but I could not help it Johnny is an awesome author and after you read this (and review) read the half vampire chronicles the chronicle that inspired most of this.