The Way to Love Me

I know it may not be easy

You say you love me

But it is hard for me to believe it is true

Tomorrow I may be gone -- dead

Cause it is just part of my job -- death

It would be selfish to tether you

Not only that

My friends would not approve


But what if…

What if I give you all of me

My heart, my soul, my trust…

And when…uh…if you betray me, leave me

The pain, the torture

There is no way I think I can withstand that


So you see -

The way to love me

Is to stand by me

And fight by my side

Be my friend

Be my ally

Be my dark knight


I know it may not be easy

There will be harsh words said

Most of them untrue

And designed to hurt

Like splinters to the heart

Pay no heed

Push through my defenses


For the way to love me

Is to make me see the truth

That a life without you

Is just half a life

That no matter how much I hurt the one I love

Or no matter how much I deny my love

You'll always be there

You'll always say you love me

And mean it with all your heart


The way to love me

Is to love all of me

To try not to change me

To take me as I am

Love all the bits and pieces of me

Like the way I have

Always, secretly loved you