Disclaimer: Characters are created by Meg Cabot unless stated otherwise.

I like starting new stories. :D Don't worry; I'm not going to abandon my other ones.

The Many Shades of Black And White

She was young and vulnerable
She didn't know any better
As she lays there on her bed,
Tears pouring down her face
Holding a blade in her hand,
Thinking no one would know
She keeps everything inside,
Even though everything's gone wrong

She's been doing this everyday,
Locking herself in her room, lost in the fathomless abyss of pain
She thought that it'd be a happily ever after,
But she thought wrong

She was wretched with pain,
A hand gripping her heart
Her surroundings suffocating her
Reminding her of the memories she has buried,
Deep down inside of her, deeper than where her soul lies
And now she thinks that just one swipe,
And everything will be better,
To stop the sorrow and anguish, she was feeling

"Take me with you," she whispered. "Just one swipe on my wrist and I'll be with you."
"No!" a voice in her head screamed, "It's not worth the pain! You have your whole life ahead of you!"
But too late,
She's been living in the fast lane,
And she's sick of it
She swiped the blade,
Slicing a vein in the process
Blood flows
Her pulse starts to falter

She hears a familiar voice, shouting for her
"Why?" cried the voice of the once she loved and cared about
That love has shattered to pieces
That care has faded
She couldn't take it back
Not anymore
She loved him, she really did
But everything started going downhill from there

In her world, everything was black and white
No shades, no colours
Closing her eyes, she lets go of herself, her world,
And everything and everyone in it
Darkness surrounded her lifeless body,
And…she was gone, gone to a better place
Or so she thought…


There goes the prologue. Now, please review and make me a happy camper!