"Kingdom Hearts, may I hold you one last time….."
This world is so cold,
Always so cold without you.
I may control fire but I can never get warm.
You're the one that closed the door that made it cold,
But now it lies open with no lock letting in the chilly breeze.
It drives me crazy, so much infact that I destroy this door in my sorrowful rage.
You kept the cold away, you locked the door, you were my key…..
Did you lie to me when you told me we found our "hearts" in each other?
How could you have forgotten our moments together?
Under our heart shaped moon.
Just the two of us nobodies, with no "hearts",
That somehow made a whole.
You left me with more pain than you could possibly imagine.
Did you find what you went looking for? Cause I didn't.
Did you overcome the pain that came when you tore our heart in two?
Cause I didn't.
I was a nobody that became a somebody.
But like every story it seems,
Ours was the one with no happy ending.
As I lay here slowly waiting for the skeletal reaper to take me to oblivion,
I look at your somebody and thank him.
For without him, as much as I cringe at the idea, there would be no you,
No you to heal my pain, no one to hold me, and love me in that castle made of ice.
On last time I look into our heart shaped moon,
And whisper the words almost forgotten by my "heart".
The words that brought me the most happiness "I love you"
As I materialize into the darkness, I suddenly see you,
Speaking the words that make my "heart" cry out in happiness.
"I love you, Axel"
Weeping, I leave this world were we shared our non-existence,
And in the next I will wait,
Forever and a day until once again I can hold you in my arms,
And hear you speak those sweet words from your lips.