Prologue

As I brushed her neck she couldn't help but moan, from the pleasure I was causing. Good thing Charlie wasn't home, he'd be mystified if he heard his daughter moaning, when I wasn't suppose to even be here. Carefully, testing myself I leaned down to press my lips against my beautiful goddess. The way she was physically affected always seemed to arouse me, it didn't matter that I wasn't human. I am a man after all.

I felt I could push my limits no longer and pulled away, afraid of what would happen if I didn't. She pleaded with me for us to continue, that she'd be careful. But I knew that the burning I felt would not subside, not for one second, and it would cause me only more pain. I got of the bed and walked at a human pace to the window. Bella called me back to were she lie but I needed to take a breather.

Things were becoming to complex between us, and I was afraid that both of us would suffer the consequences if something were to go wrong. "Edward, I think we should try something". Bella said walking over to where I was still staring out the window. "Your always saying how tempting my blood is so..I was wondering how it would actually feel to..." I didn't give her a chance to finish. Catching her lips in mine I hoped to erase any thought she had about offering me her blood. I would never do such a thing as drink Bella's blood.

"Seriously Edward", Bella said when she could breathe again "let's just try and see how it goes".

As much as her offer was tempting I couldn't accept. What if I couldn't stop myself? What if I accidentally killed Bella? How could I live with myself? "Edward stop analyzing everything okay". Bella said taking my hand into hers. Leaning towards her I took a pretend bite at her neck. Her blood seemed to be calling me. It seemed to say "Edward have me, Edward a tiny drop won't hurt".

I told my Bella we could try, only because of the blood lust I was having. If I knew what would have happened I never would have done it.

Pulling her close to me I kissed down her neck, stopping at her collar bone. Opening my mouth I bit down right above it. She let out an involuntary yelp, but was quickly quiet after it. Her blood was better than I imagined. The sweetness was better than anything I had ever tasted.

The longer I drank the harder it became for me to pull away. She brushed me hair with one of her free hands, but the more blood I took the slower the brushing became. Until it stopped all together. Her pulse beat weakly beat under my palms and I pulled away ashamed of what I had just done.

I had took so much blood she passed out, limp in my arms. I sat her down on the bed, making sure to cover her up so she wouldn't be cold. Taking one last glance at my angel I turned away, promising if Bella lived I would leave once and for all. Never would I endanger her with my presence again. Never would she have to fret at losing her life in my hands.

Ashamed of what I done I climbed down her window, taking one last looking glance. Leaving my Bella, resting in peace….

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