Hello, and welcome to Nameless.

This story is little based off any of the books. Mostly just characters and locations. Other than that, everything is different. There IS cussing, drugs, sexual content, and violence mentioned though out the whole story. So, if you're not into that I suggest you leave now. Other than that I hope you enjoy my story. Only Bella POV in this chapter.

Rundown: Bella Swan is painfully rejected by the object of her obsession; Edward Cullen. She decides to go back and live with her mother, in Paris. Five years later she returns to Forks with a new attitude, a new obsession, and a vengeance.

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight, sadly.

Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong. And no one understands you.

Simple Plan - Welcome To My Life

"Isabella Marie Swan you're fucking going!" Alice stormed out into kitchen slamming her fists onto the counter.

"Alice, what's the point? No one knows who I am! I know no one at this party. I'll just feel out of place. Besides, I'd rather not watch a bunch of horny teenagers gyrating all over each other. I see enough of it in school." I pushed my glasses up the bridge of my nose. Damn, I needed to get these things fixed.

Alice hopped up on the kitchen counter, "Why don't you learn how to live a little? This is it! The last party before we all graduate and go off to college. It's time you experienced something, take a chance. You're a Senior and you've never once been to a party. Come on! If anything go for me." That's Alice for you, ALWAYS over dramatic.

"If I go to this thing you have to promise me one thing..."

She cut me off, "Anything!"

I took my glasses off, heading around the counter and up the stairs. I was half way up before I turned around, "You won't make me talk to him."

Edward Cullen. Alice had been trying to make me speak to him since the 7th grade. I simply couldn't do it. He was a prince and I was a peasant. He had the looks, the money, the style, the everything. Sure, I had money. But that was about it. Girls practically threw themselves at him. That was something I would never demean myself to do. One, I had at least a little bit of respect for myself. And two, I was more comfortable in the corner being a silent observer. So, basically I've watched in awe for the past five years. Hoping one day he would see me. But, no one knows who I am. Besides Alice and Rose. I'm what you would call a wall flower. "Taking chances" and "Living a little" was something I never did. Sticking to the facts that this was my future and I was never going to be anything else to anyone, especially Edward Cullen hurt; but after awhile I figured I was better off accepting it then sitting around depressed. Anyways, every-thing's easier when no one knows your name.

"AWWWW! Bella! Come on! This is your last chance." Alice hopped off the counter and quickly followed me up the stairs.

"Alice, I don't care. That was my one condition. It's either your agree, or I don't go at all."

She flopped down on my bed, "Fine. You're never fair, you know that."

"Ha! I learned from the best." A pillowed billowed in my direction and missed my head by an inch, "HEY! You started it!" I laughed.

Alice smiled, "You're a bitch. But, we need to get ready. We only have about two hours..."

"Whoa, two hours? It takes me about fifteen minutes to get ready." I pushed my glasses up again from the millionth time.

"Bella, it's a party. You can't go like you normally dress for school. You gotta spice it up! You have to look sexy!" She laughed as she started posing like some slutty model on my bed.

I picked up the pillow and threw it back at her, "Ew! Stop that. And sexy? That word have never been apart of my vocabulary and I don't plan on adding it anytime soon."

She rolled her eyes, "Bella, at least wear something cute? Come on, give me something here. Do I always have to beg you?"

"Alright. I'll wear something.... cute. But don't think you're getting anywhere near me with make-up, hairspray, tweezers, or any other thing that could kill me." I got up and walked over to my closet.

"Fine." She pouted.

I turned around, "Well, what are you wait for..... Let's get ready?"

She giggled and hopped off the bed.

-Two Hours Later-

Rose arrived fifteen minutes after we were done "getting ready" and we were off.

I wasn't gonna lie, I was nervous. I had never been to a party before, this was definitely something new for me. Most of these people here probably wouldn't even know who I was. I guess that was okay with me. People knew who Rose and Alice were. I honestly don't know why they even decided to be my friends. Guilt maybe? Pity? It all started when we were partnered together in 6th grade for a science project. They were already friends, which made me the third wheel. I thought I would have to do all the work, like with all the other "partners" before; but Rose and Alice were actual nice and smart and helped with the project. Let's just say amazingly we hit it off and have been close friends ever since. I was happy I had them, at least.

"Where is this party exactly?" I never thought to really ask.

Alice face faltered but regained composure quickly, "Edward's house."

"WHAT!? TAKE ME HOME! NOW!" I could barely walk by him in the hallways of school. Going into his house? I don't think so.

Rose looked back, "Bella, seriously? Calm down, you're going to be fine. It's just his house. There are going to be hundreds of other people there tonight. In all reality, I doubt you'll even see him anyways." She smiled.

I felt a little better, "I guess you're right. My guess is he lives in a house that looks more like a five star hotel. Am I right?"

Alice smiled, "I don't know? Why do you look for yourself."

I looked out the window of Rose's white Mercedes-Benz GLK Crossover and what met my eyes was amazing.

There was no way this was a house. It looked more like a freaking Hilton hotel. I mean this house was huge! It had a somewhat of a log cabin feel to it. Amazing windows that covered almost the whole front of the house. An awesome brick entrance. The house looked like it went on forever. I always imagined Edward living in a nice house, but nothing like this. You couldn't imagine this. This house looked like something big time celebrities lived it. If the outside was amazing. I couldn't wait to see what the inside looked like. If I could even make it to the front door without passing out.

"Wow...." We all three said at the same time.

Rose struggled to find a parking spot, but eventually got lucky. We all got out of the car and headed towards the house. As we got closer we heard Lady Gaga's Love Game blaring.

"Hellllll yeah! I'm ready to party!" Alice started throwing her hands up in the air, swaying to the beat.

Rose laughed, "Go girl!"

"This is gonna be a long night." I mumbled under my breath.

We walked up the to the door, "Should we knock?" I asked.

"Hahahah. Wow Bella. You really never have been to a party." Rose grabbed my hand and walked through the door.

The music was so loud I could barely hear myself think. I looked around to really register that I was actually here. Just what I expected. Teenagers dry humping to music. If that's what you could even call this crap. Everybody had red cups in there hands with what I expected to be beer inside. And I was being made fun of for not wanting to come to one of these things? I think it should be the other way around.

I leaned into Rose, "I don't think I want to stay long."

"Come on Bella. Have some fun!" She then let go of my hand and headed into the crowd.

I yelled after her, "ROSE! WAIT!" But she was already gone.

"Great. Just freaking great." Tonight was going to suck.

-Three Hours Later-

I had been wandering around for the past hour TRYING to find Alice and Rose but this house was so damn big I don't think I'd ever find them. I'd have better luck just waiting by the car.

I turned down a long hallway. I looked around to admire. Not paying attention to where I was going, that was my first mistake. Then suddenly, I smashed into something hard.

My glasses fell off and busted on the ground.

I looked up and tried to identify who I ran into, no luck, "I'm sorry!"

"Yeah, whatever. Just watch where you're going next time." He said.

My heart stopped.

Then I realized who I just ran into, Edward Cullen.

"E-d-d-ward?" I squinted trying to make out his amazing face.

"Yeah, what? Can't you see I'm kinda busy."

I strained my eyes real hard. Then I seen why he was so "busy". There stood Jessica Stanley topless wrapped around Mr. Cullen like a fucking vine. My throat got dry and my palms got sweaty.

"O-o-oh, I'm sorry I can't really see. You, uhm, kinda broke my glasses."

"No, Brooke you broke your own damn glasses. Maybe, if you'd watch where you're going shit like that wouldn't happen. Now, can you do me a favor and get the hell out of here. I'm sick of talking to you. I have some business to attend to if you don't mind." He slurred out. And with those final words he turned and left. Jessica following steadily in pursuit.

"....... It's Bella." Tears welled up in my eyes and I turned and ran the other way.

I didn't really care where I was running to. I just needed to find a way out. I could barely make out the walls. Not being able to see as it is and crying on top of it, didn't help my situation. At this point I was so angry and so hurt, I didn't care anymore. Eventually I found the front door and just ran. I ran away from the music, into the darkness.

I was sitting under something I'm guessing was a tree when my cell phone vibrated.

I picked up, "Hello?"

"Bella!? Where are you. Me and Rose have been trying to find you for a half hour."

'Oh, now you want to know where I'm at.' "I'm under some tree. I don't really know, my glasses are broke."

"What? How did that happen?"

"I ran into Edward Cullen." I gritted my teeth at the sound of his name.

"WHAT!? I think I see you! I'll be there in a sec." And then the line disconnected.

I shoved my phone back into my pocket as I heard Alice and Rose come running up.

"Bella! What happened?!" Alice helped me up.

I sighed, "Pretty much I was trying to find you guys, got lost in this maze of a house. Ran into Edward practically fornicating with Jessica. Broke my glasses. Then he told me to get lost and walked away." I tried my best to hold my tears back. But, you know best friends, they can always tell no matter what.

Alice and Rose both hugged me, "Bella! We're so sorry. Let's get home. We can talk about it when we get there." Alice grabbed my hand and started leading me to the car.

"I'd rather we not ever bring it or anything that has to do with Edward Cullen again. If you don't mind." I was beyond hurt.

Alice nodded, "I understand."

When we got back to my house, no one said a word. We didn't talk about it that night or the next day. They were good friends, they actually never brought it up again.

-Week Later-

Graduation rolled around quickly, thank god. I didn't even bother to have a graduation party. Who would come? Instead I had a small get together with Alice and Rose. I had an announcement to make anyways.

"Girls, I have something important I need to tell you."

"Okay? Shoot Bella."

I took a deep breath, "Now don't hate me. I just feel like I need to get out of here. I mean it's not like we won't ever see eachother again. You guys are going off to college anyways. And who needs to worry about poor little old me. I'll be fine. I think I am making the right choice here. I think this is what's best for me...."

Alice stopped me, "Bella! You're rambling. Just spit it out."

My heart was racing. I wasn't even sure if this was the right thing to do. But this was how I planned on "Living a little", "I talked to Charlie and worked everything out with him. So, I'm moving to Paris with my mom."

"WHAT!?!?!" They screamed in unison.

Alice then started yelling, "Bella, don't you think that's a little drastic? Paris? I can understand college. That's something you come back from. But Paris? That's something you have to think about, right? Moving there! We might never see eachother again. What about us, your friends. What are we gonna do without you?!"

"Yeah Bella! What the hell!?" Rose added.

I smiled meekly, "You'll see me again. I'll come back to visit. I just need to get away."

"I guess we can understand that......" Alice sighed.

Rose looked up, "We should have never taken you to that party, I'm so sorry Bella."

"It's not your guys fault. That party is what made me realize, I do need to live a little. Have some risk in my life. Take a chance. I need to make a change. And I think this is what is going to be best for me right now."

Alice stared to tear up, "So, when are you leaving?"

"Tomorrow night." I sighed.

"Oh." They both said in unison.

I got up, "Well we have all tonight. And you guys are driving my ass to the airport since Charlie's gone. So, can we please make the best of it whall we can?"

They smiled.

"Now give me a hug." I was so happy I had friends like them.

-The Next Night-

We had spent the entire day together. Girls day. It was fun, I'm not gonna lie. But, honestly, I couldn't wait to just get out of here. What Edward had said to me that night still ran through my head constantly. It's a big let down when your fairy tale guy isn't all he's cracked up to be. To say the least I was hurt and I never wanted to see him again. Not like he knew who I was anyways. But, the more I thought about it. The more pissed I became.

We arrived at the airport and we all got out. They both helped me get my luggage out. At this point we were all crying. They both gave me hugs and we said out goodbyes. I promised to keep in touch and so did they. I stood there and watched them drive off. It was hard leaving my friends. But I knew that we would always there for eachother no matter how far apart we were. So, I dried up my tears and headed into the airport. I was done crying. It was time for me to begin my new life. And I was excited.

As I walked to through the terminal I couldn't help but think me and Edward would meet again. But next time, it would be totally different.

"Edward Cullen you will regret what you said to me. Big time." And that was the last thing I said before I bored the plane to my new life.

Chapter one complete.

It's currently 2:41 A.M. I think I might need to get some rest. I hope you enjoyed reading this. Things will become more clear as the story progresses. Also, I will be putting up pictures of everyone's cars, house, etc.... So, be looking out for that. I'll let you know when they're up. Well, everyone goodnight!

MyIrisAngel

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