Despite my usual one-shot writing, this is going to be a two-shot. About my favourite HM couple. If you've read 'for you I will' and 'One Last Chance' you will know.
Disclaimer: I own nothing, if I did I might actually have money…
Here goes…
We've argued before, and to be honest it isn't that rare. Our other friends have got used to us ripping each others heads off over something totally stupid. We've never fought like this though, like this is something that could actually tear us apart, and we aren't even together.
I promised myself that I would only be his friend, that I couldn't like him like that because everyone else did, and I would just be following the crowd, which is something I totally hate to do. So I'm stuck like this, pretending that I don't like him when to be honest I've never loved anyone more.
Sometimes when we talk people just look over us, even the die-hard Jake Ryan fans, because we just look like a couple of friends having a chat, you wouldn't guess that we loved each other. Yet sometimes, especially when we've just had a stupid argument, the sexual tension and the chemistry radiating from us is totally stupid. Believe me, I've been told.
Lilly keeps bugging me to get together with him, I know he likes me, he's proclaimed his love for me so many times, but I keep turning him down. He doesn't give up. Sometimes I find myself worrying that if I push him away he won't come back, and I will have thrown away something totally great. I just can't seem to bring myself to see that maybe something in Miley's life, not just Hannah's, can go right.
Here goes Amber and Ashley putting their moves on again, how many times can two girls be turned down before they give up, but then again he doesn't give up, and I wouldn't want him to.
As I passed him in the corridor I saw him glance at me sorrowfully, but I can't let him know that I noticed because I'm scared of how any conversation that we have will turn out. I know he wants to apologize to me; he keeps coming near me before I busy myself, talking with someone about anything so that I have an excuse to move away from him.
There's something about the relationship, whatever kind of a relationship it is that me and him have that makes it so difficult for us to open up to each other. We're both such stubborn people and we both have to be right, and when we are arguing about our feelings, which is becoming more and more often just lately, the whole affair often escalates into something that we totally can't deal with and so we have to brush it aside. This time it was a little harder and the fight escalated.
It was over our stupid feelings again, he said that I was afraid to admit that I liked him as more than a friend. To be fair he was right, I am scared. I shouldn't be feeling such intense emotions I am only fourteen. I talk to my dad about it, something most people wouldn't be able to do and he told me that I love Jake. I do.
Jake threw all his feelings out on the table again, I know exactly how he feels, and it has caused this. Why do I make him hurt everyday and no matter how much he tries to forget about it or change his feelings he can't. Why when he tries can he not live without me?
I was totally stumped I had absolutely no ides what I was going to say to that and I was totally in the dark and he answered the question for me anyway. He loves me. He doesn't know how I feel but I know that we both love each other. Instead of making things better this conversation and this illicit confession only made things worse for the two of us.
Now we aren't talking and it is all my fault and I wish that after the first of many kisses that we had shared often in the heat of the moment or when we got caught up with each other, I had just given in to my feelings and shown him how it was.
He was staying late after school tonight, whilst I am just sat sad and lonely on my bed at home. Amber and Ashley are there too and I am only worried of what they are going to try and pull on him because I know what the two of them are like. They have some kind of meeting for some kind of committee that I am not on.
I don't know why I can't forgive him, for something he hasn't even really done, but this is me.
I'm sat here in my room dwelling, whilst he is probably fooling around with some other girl that could be me. I could be that girl if I had just accepted the way that I feel for Jake rather than trying to hide it and to deny it because that is the easy way out.
'Miles, I'm goin' out for a little while to get some supplies. Are you okay on your own for half hour?' I heard my Dad's southern drawl from downstairs and let out a strangled yes before turning my head back into the pillow and resuming my crying for the hundredth time tonight. I heard the door shut and the car drive off and I realized that I was alone, in more than just one way.
I have to do something, I have no ideas but I have to find him and with no-one to stop me the best bet is to go now, to run now. All the way to school. I immediately shot out of the house straight onto the street and started to run. Just my luck! The first spots of rain descended onto my head not 2 minutes after I had started to run.
I carried on even though the rain started to get heavier, I hadn't put a jacket on so I was only in a thin white tank top which you could by now easily see my lacy brown and pink bra through and short shorts. I forgot to put any shoes on but I don't care, I just have to tell him how I feel and not be afraid.
As I turned the corner towards the school I could see all the people were standing outside and the school had been locked, the meeting had obviously finished early and they were all frantically trying to call parents to get a ride home. I spotted Jake and surprise surprise there was a gaggle of girls who were crowded behind him but he didn't seem interested, which is totally not usual.
I stopped not too far away from the school and stood there in the rain letting it soak me through to the skin, I could do this, and I can.
I ran the last bit as fast as I could and pelted towards Jake. I saw the smile cross his face as I leapt towards him and wrapped my legs around his waist entwining my fingers in his hair. I kissed him.
It was the best kiss that we've ever shared and it went on a lot longer than the other ones. I felt his tongue run against my lip so I granted him access. He dropped me from his waist without ever disconnecting our lips and we pushed our bodies so close together there were no gaps at all. I felt a burning sensation as Jakes hand touched the skin on my back slowly settling itself under the rim of my tank top.
When we finally broke apart I said 'I love you. And I am so sorry I…'
But he cut me off. 'I love you Miles. That's enough okay?' He reconnected our lips in a softer, more loving kiss, and I was aware this time of all the glares and sighs that erupted from onlookers but I didn't care. They had just heard Jake tell me that he loved me and me return that feeling which was a lot stronger than any of them could have guessed.
'I love you Miley.' He said again
'I love you too Jake.' I replied and we got into his limo and drove to my place.
What did you think? This is a two-shot not a one shot and I will post the nest chapter as soon as I can which shouldn't hopefully be that long. It will be a happy chapter and will just be them going back to Miley's place and talking to her dad.
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