He chased him, the one person he knew he could never get. He didn't know why; but saying that would be a lie.
He knew exactly why.
It wasn't because it was fun, like he liked to claim. It wasn't even because he was bored. Because when he first saw him, the world started spinning. Metaphorically, of course, but for him it meant everything. It meant the ray of sun he finally started to see, it meant the smiles on people's faces he was finally able to understand. It meant the warmth that had finally buried itself deep inside him.
It meant so much, and yet maybe so little. He would never know.
But for now, all he could do was resist the urge to jump into those strong arms, run a hand through that soft blonde hair, and just go even ten foot near him because the closeness might just be too much for either of them to take. His feelings would start bubbling up, his smile would be too obviously real.
For now, all he could do was act like he didn't enjoy it.
"Oh Shizu-Chan..."