Characters: Leah, Jacob, Bella, Wolf pack and the Cullens

Disclaimer: Stephenie Meyer owns all the characters not me.

Summary: Mid breaking dawn. It's the night of the attack against the Cullens. A sudden change in events leads Leah on a different, but will she find love or get a broken heart. It's a little insight into the confused mind of a she wolf.

My first fan fic hope everyone likes it!

Chapter 1

The order was simple, we storm the Cullen house. We found out that the psychic leech can't see us coming, so we had the element of surprise. But what if that wasn't enough? I can't lose Seth, I have to look after him - it's what daddy would have wanted. The hole in my heart stung that little bit more. Daddy always knew what to do and what to say, without him I felt lost. I have to take care of Seth it's my job now. Sure he could turn into a wolf and was as strong as me but he was still my little brother.

Collin interrupted my reverie,

"Do you think they taste half as sweet as the smell?" I shook my head what a bunch of kids

"Maybe they taste really nice like candy." Great now Brady's joined the stupidness.

"You're all a bunch of idiots. Now get in your formations before I make you!" I growled at them and Collin flinched. Damn right you should be scared.

As always Quil, Embry and Jacob were in their little group. Jacob was lying on the ground refusing to get up; this must be really hard for him. As much as I hate Sam for what he did to me, I could never dream of putting him and his loved ones in danger, and here we were, getting ready to take away her and her family. I shook the thoughts out of my mind. I need to focus.

I looked around and everyone else was busy getting ready. Paul was standing with Sam on the edge of the clearing. Sam had that intense look, the kind that made a little crease right in between his eyebrows. Jared was pacing up and down, I could hear him going over the strategy, over and over again, constantly evaluating and re-evaluating the possibilities. To Jared life was a game of chess, and he always managed to be one step ahead.

Then there was Paul and he was - well he was being Paul,

"That big one has no idea what coming for him, damn bloodsucker going to wish he was never born", for some reason images of himself human form boxing the big guy filled his mind

"Float like a butterfly, sting like a bee'"

Oh wow what a dork.

"I heard that you know!"

Paul turned and started glaring at me,

"And what you going to do about it"

I growled, Jared overheard us and nudged Paul, and he broke his glare.

"That's what I thought."

How I love getting Paul angry it's just too easy. I looked over and saw Sam he was deep in thought.

Ever since I changed into a giant stupid wolf I couldn't help my feelings for Sam, I would feel myself being drawn towards him even more than I did before. I remember explaining that to dad once, he had a theory. Apparently the feeling was similar to imprinting. In the wild the female in a wolf pack would try and get the strongest male as a partner to ensure her cubs would have the best chance of survival.

That sort of explains why I was feeling compelled to have Sam – I mean he is the alpha. But he imprinted on Emily. Leaving me alone, with no one – what if it means I never find anyone?

As I thought of Sam I got sucked into his head. I was flooded with images of Emily as he placed kisses down her neck and I could feel his complete love for her. I shook my head trying to get the images out of my mind. The hole in my chest was back, with the burning feeling as strong as ever, I was overwhelmed by the pain in me and a whimper escaped my lips – crap!

They all heard that, when I opened my eyes I saw Sam's eyes were staring at me with a look of sincere apology. I wanted the floor to open up and swallow me whole, or better still have a vamp rip me to shreds. The blood rushed to my face and if I wasn't covered in fur he would have seen me blushing. I hated Sam seeing how hurt I was. I don't want his pity.

I looked away and hoped he would do the same. I refuse to be the weakest link, I couldn't bear to look at them and see it written across their faces. I needed to be stronger. I needed to get over Sam…I had to. I turned my head up to the sky - it was a shade of midnight blue. There were dark clouds forming like a blanket over us.

I suddenly felt a cold wind and the hairs on the back of my neck stood up. I looked around but none of the leaves were moving. Something bad was going to happen.

"I had not been born to kneel to him"

Jacob filled my mind and I felt what he felt. I felt how trapped he was from Sam's orders, and then I could feel the strings fall from my body. I felt relief, freedom. I watched as he walked towards Sam,

"No"

That one word hit me with such force it rung of the Alpha voice. They stood nose to nose, well nearly. I had never noticed that Jacob was taller than Sam.

"Ephraim Black's son was not born to follow Levi Uley's"

Jacob was staring Sam in the eye, I could feel the tension rolling off them, Jacob's muscles tensed and I could see he was ready to strike. Everyone around me noticed Sam and Jake. Paul and Jared stood at Sam's flanks. Paul was getting restless he knew where this was going and it was clear he was going to take Sam's side in this.

The words uttered by Jacob rung of the Alpha and I was drawn in to his words like he was calling me.