A/N: This is the way Harry feels for Sirius's dead , his is a little depress, leave reviews!!!

Disclaimer: Harry Potter belongs to Rowling, this is just for fun, not to stile anything….

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Why my life has to be so sad?

Nothing has been the same

Since you went away

And it's my fault

My mistake

How can I wake up?

If you won't wake up

Cause of that day

Nothing will be the same

The day you went away

My life drastically changed

I won't be the same

I've lost so many friends

Cause of my mistakes

But I've changed

I won't screw anything else

Too many lives are in game

Too many persons are know dead

Because of my Heroism and Selfishness

And you are one of them

But I will get my revenge

They will pay

Both of them

For taking your body away

For me you aren't dead

I miss you so bad that hurts

You can't be dead

Cause your soul is here

You are here

Perhaps not physically

But mentally

You are not dead

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