I Don't Own Star Wars
Intro
Fourth
No first or last, just Fourth. His name, what he has always called himself by, eyes cast forward as he walked. Darn these council members, he's trained for years, yet they think to be so mighty. Fourth never saw things their way, he never saw things to be all light, and to detach himself from emotions. That he can never be normal in life. Thrusted into this life, to detach himself from all things he hold dear, family, love?
That's no life to live, and they institute it into a child's mind from the time they are chosen. Turning them into like little robots, deprived of all things that made them a person. It made his blood boil with red hot anger, Fourth glared at the ground, kicking a pebble into the water. As a Jedi he thought he'd have the guts and knowledge to help out his family.
But the council always 'thought' for the 'better' of everyone. What was day without night, dark without light, chaos without order. The Force gave the power necessary to achieve things, you must work to it. It will not come to you, you must work for things in this life. That was what came from achievement, the feeling of having to complete something.
To become a tool, yet to use the tool. Fourth always once thought about the Jedi teachings, writing it all down in a secret journal. He looked at the codes, yes he got a Sith master to tell him the Sith Code
Peace is a Lie, there is only Passion
Through Passion, I gain Strength
Through Strength, I gain Power
Through Power, I gain Victory
Through Victory, my Chains are Broken
The Force...shall Free me
Fourth spent most of his time contemplating this, what is meant. Sith often thought of the Jedi to have 'Chains' that held them down. Fourth truly did believe this, Jedi held themselves back. But, the Force will Free you, however to gain what they thought, it wasn't through means of killing all. Power dose not gain you Victory, only by working with that power can you gain that Victory. But that Victory dose not break your Chains, only you can do that. However, Passion exist, as dose Peace. There are times to fight, and there are times to not. Passion doesn't mean your always have Strength, again work comes in. Everything in life will not be handed to you, you must be willing to move to the dawn, and work for what you want. But, you must also not give up that, even for non humans, that 'Human' side of you. The side that is your better judgement. Sometimes, killing is not the way and sometimes you have no other choice.
Fourth sighed as he looked at the other page, the Jedi code. He was taught this from the time he was about 6 years old. And yet still, it never made any sense to him. How could he follow all of this?
There is no Ignorance, there is only Knowledge
There is no Passion, there is Serenity
There is no Emotion, there is Peace
There is no Chaos, there is Harmony
There is no Death, there is the Force
Fourth frowned a bit, Jedi made themselves a target didn't they. Looking at this from the stand point he was in, it was stupid what he was taught, what he looked up to. Ignorance means you just have to study harder, you can only learn from you faults. We all make mistakes in life. We are born without knowing things, so we learn and we make mistakes. Passion was another thing Sith and Jedi disagree on, to have Passion is such a broad things for Emotion. Fourth saw it as something to feel to things and people. His passion was to learn the truth from both sides. Emotion was needed, without feelings, what was life? Peace is not a lie, there can be Peace, but not all the time. Chaos was needed, without Chaos, what was there to make Order from? To have Harmony, you must first start with something chaotic, then make is peaceful. Doesn't Harmony have to with with Balance with Left and Right? They didn't bring Harmony, the forced it only you. And many were miserable like this. Then the last time, you do die, eventually, but you can live on, not in body, but in spirit. Life after Death.
"So, now what?" Fourth mused to himself, "Seems everything I've come up with all points that both sides are wrong. But, do I really have to chose a side?" he asked himself. Then his dark blueish purple eyes widen, no, there was Choice, but it's your life. The Force is The Force. It is there, not to be split, but to put together. Warmth flooded through his body, he was onto something. As Jedi say, 'It's the Forces Will, running though you.'.
"Perhaps this is it's way to tell me to press farther." Fourth smiled, as he nodded and put pen to paper and wrote down what came to mind.
"The Force is a being that uses you, but you use it. It's neither Dark, nor is it Light. Those who use the Force are it's Tool, but it's a Tool to them. Though you are willing to give up your life for others and bring peace, you are also willing to fight and take a life to protect the ones that matter. Without war, there is no peace to bring. The Force will bring the knowledge when needed, but you must also work for other things. The Force dose not give becasue it's there, it gives when needed and takes when needed. The Force brings life, but also Death. And your hand is the judgment of both. To Take or Not Take. You can only do, You can only feel, You are only a Person.".
Fourth nodded to himself, he got up and closed the Journal. He knew now what was needed to be done. He grabbed a backpack, filled it with his savings, two spare clothing, his lightener, some food and water, and his robes. He was ready for his own Journey. But, before he left, he made two copies of his rules. One to leave in his room, another to carry with him.
There is no Dark Side, nor a Light Side
There is Only the Force
The Balance is what keeps everything together
There is no Good without Evil, or Evil without Good
There is Passion, Yet Peace
Serenity, Yet Emotion
Chaos, Yet Order
Death, Yet Life after Death
The Force Will Set Us Free!
Read and Review for More also I'll put up Fourth's Bio next Chapter. Also used the Fanon and a mix of my own Code into it. ^_^ Tell me your theories and I'll let Fourth learn some of them on his Journey.