Diary of Jane, a naruto fanfic

Im sorry if this is bad, but I was crying too much when I wrote it. Breaking Benjemins Diary of Jane. The story of Tenten and Nejis relationship... I may make it longer at some point

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If I had to
I would put myself right beside you
So let me ask
Would you like that?
Would you like that?

"No"
"Neji please, just go!" Her voice pleaded as her eyes did the same, "You CANT be seen here"
"Would you like that?" He said his eyes cold
She didn't answer mouth opening in silent denial. Turned and walked back into the house. There was a sound of smashing glass, flesh hitting flesh, a strangled off scream.

Three years later.

"NO"
"Neji please!" She begged "I cant..."
He stepped up onto the branch where she stood awaiting the enemies.
"Let me stay Tenten." She turned away "W, would you like that?" he asked
"Yes" she whispered a single tear was quickly wiped away as she turned to face the crashing followers.

And I don't mind
If you say this love is the last time
So now I'll ask
Do you like that?
Do you like that?

They moved together, sweating in the night.
Her lips on his flesh, the feel of her hair; silky in his hands.
"This may be the last time" She says
"It always is" he replies
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"No!" he screams

Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
So tell me how it should be

She was missing She wasnt supposed to be gone.
He saw her go down, he saw the blood the sword like it had been him.
There was no body, where was she?
It wasn't supposed to be this way, he could feel something inside screaming still

Try to find out what makes you tick
As I lie down
Sore and sick
Do you like that?
Do you like that?

He needed her, he needed her back
without her he was a shell and it hurt.
Where are you? Where are you!
"She wouldnt want this" somone tells him
"Would you?" he askes her in his head

There's a fine line between love and hate
And I don't mind
Just let me say that I like that
I like that

He remembered hating her, then loving her for so long
He doesnt care anymore
He likes what he has become
He is a ninja

Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
As I burn another page
As I look the other way
I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane
So tell me how it should be

Still he remembers the blood, her cries. Her kisses
He burns her journel. He watches her dreams go up in smoke.
Hoping it will bring her back. Wrathful and angry, beautiful a fierce.
Just bring her back.

Desperate, I will crawl
Waiting for so long
No love, there is no love
Die for anyone
What have I become

The mission went badly, burning fields, houses and bodies.
He tries to get away the smoke stinging his eyes.
He hasn't cried for years.
He cant feel anything anymore, hes numb.
But he cries, he cries for years he's missed.
He falls, like he fell for her.

Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
As I burn another page
As I look the other way
I still try to find my place
In the diary of Jane

She smiles at him angry but smiling too much.
"Tenten..." he breathes, he doesn't hurt anymore
"Neji-teme!" she says "You burnt my journel!"
Shes in his arms kissing him "I love you"
"I missed you" he says tears falling
She cries too, holding onto his white robes as he holds onto hers