I got this idea from the song "Brighter" by Paramore. I was originally going to make this a music-fanfic, but I was writing this story it started to change ideas and it ended up what it is today! Though it still has lines from the song brighter! (Not the whole song is in this though)
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We're sitting in the music room doing our twincest act. There are our usual clients watching us, some are holding their breath wondering what were going to do next while others are squealing hoping to see some more of our forbidden brotherly love they cant help but want.
Your cupping my face in your strong, warm hands, and one of your long, elegant fingers is curling around a piece of my hair. To all the girls it seems that were looking passionately into each others eyes, and though I am gazing into your eyes I see you're not looking at me.
You're look at Haruhi.
This has been happening more lately, you probably would have never guessed it, I know I didn't. The fact that you don't soley look at me anymore.
So this is how it goes
Well I, I would have never known
A hushed sigh escapes my lips from the torture this scene creates for me. Its torture, because having you so close to me, caressing my face, having our lips nearly touch but not, making the distance that much more noticeable, makes me long for you more than ever, and its torture, because though you are holding me close to you, your not here, your not close at all.
And if it ends today
If one day, you finally do leave me, I wont hold a grudge against you. I know you couldn't help it. Your world expanded and you wanted to go out and explore.
It reminds me of time when we were young and there was a long hallway in our mansion we had yet to explore.
A new world to investigate.
You immediately wanted to go explore, but I was hesitant. It was already dark out and there were no lights.
You smiled and took my hand that's all I ever needed.
You always were curious, you always were able to convinced me to go explore somewhere new with you that I wouldn't have wanted to see unless you were there. I cant hold that against you.
You are still are my light in this dark tunnel.
Well, I'll still say that you shine brighter than anyone
After staying close to you for a minute, just looking at you, I know your not going to make a further move towards me, not because your shy, but because you forgot what you were doing, you forgot you were in the third music room, you forgot you were in an act, you forgot you were with me.
Well this is not your fault
I realize I have to do something, there are customers still expecting a show after all.
At least that's what I keep telling myself as to why I try to regain your attention. Not because I'm jealous.
But if I'm without you
Then I will feel so small
I tilt my head away from you, and whimper. I know I captured your attention once again because,
You finally look at me.
You snap back realizing you weren't paying attention.
I see a glimmer of fear in your eyes- you're hoping I didn't realize that you left me.
Hikaru, if you leave me now, I'd be sad, and it would hurt, but I wouldn't hate you.
And if you have to go
You always were curious, you always wanted to go explore things when I didn't want to.
You always smiled and took my hand.
But not this time.
I cant follow you this time.
I'd still wave goodbye
But, You are still are my light in this dark tunnel.
Always know that you shine brighter than anyone does.