Disclaimer: Yet again, I DO NOT OWN KATEKYO HITMAN REBORN! But it would be so cool if I did… xD
Reasons
Tsuna's POV
It all happened at one cold winter night…
"Juudaime! I know I'm not worth to have these feelings but…"
Gokudera looks at me with those forest green eyes.
"Anataga suki desu!"
I was shock…I knew from the beginning, that he had feelings for me… it was all too obvious, and yet I was still shock.
I was shock at the same time… happy.
…however…
"G-Gokudera-kun…I-I…"
I like you too! I want to be with you…!
"I'm sorry… I'm very grateful that you feel that way for me… but we're both guys… a-and you're my friend…"
No…I don't care if we're both guys! It's just a stupid reason! Please see through it Gokudera-kun! I like you too! So much!
"Sokka…Juudaime..." he looks down, his eyes full of rejection
Gokudera-kun…please don't look like that…
Snow started to fall… a puff of smoke came out my mouth as I exhaled and spoke…
"W-we can still be friends… neh Gokudera-kun?" I held out a hand to him
He immediately looks up at me, trying to mask his depress face, who knows, maybe he was also in verge of tears…like me…
"H-hai Juudaime!"
He held my hand…his hand was cold…he wasn't wearing any gloves…his hand was shaky, he gripped my hand lightly as if it were the last time he'll be able to hold it…
I watch him leave while waving at me… as soon as he was out of sight, tears started to flow out. I punched the nearest wall, I continued hitting it and slowly slide down, still pounding on the hard, cold wall…
"Gokudera-kun…Gokudera-kun…"
I softly said…I liked him so much! Images of his soft smiles appeared in my head, the last image was Gokudera looking very depressed.
More tears came out…
It can't be helped…his feelings…only developed, because I was the 10th Vongola boss…if he knew me as 'Tsuna' he'd just beat me up because I was 'Dame'. He respected me as the Tenth, not as Tsuna. We only met because of this damn MAFIA anyway!
I wasn't worthy for his heart!
No! Never!
This was the right thing…he respects the 'Tenth' and admires the 'Tenth' and will always be loyal…to the 'Tenth'…not Tsuna. No…not me…
I look at my bruised fist and slowly open my hand, ignoring the prickling pain in my knuckles. His hand gripping my hand flashes in my head, I shut my eyes tightly as tears drop down my palm, I clutch my hand. I want to be with him and hold his hand again!
And yet so many reasons blocked me from those dreams!
Reasons… stupid, stupid reasons!
So… What do you think? I suddenly had this urge to make a 5927 fic! xD
I hope you enjoy it and I'll update soon if you review! Thanks for reading!