This is it.I chose to let everything behind . if you ask me why, the main reason is to forget him and i hope the pain will fade away with time. I`m leaving my friends and my past and i hope i do the right thing.
The memory of him is to fresh, his smile and the way he loved me is to hard to forget and this city does not help at all. I love London, but now when i starts to rain i start to cry so is time for me to move forward. The road to airport is long and reminds me that today it was the day to live for our honeymoon ...if hi was alive this day wold be a happy day but now is the day i run from my past and my pain.

Harvard is going to be god for me, i have the best recommendations from Oxford Med and i know that the learning will be the best way to keep me occupied and to not have to think about him ...
`` Welcome to Boston and we hope you enjoyed flying with American Airlines``, well this is it, is time to learn to live again.