I couldn't really think of a title for this chapter. I really didn't want to start the story off with the Quidditch game and this chapter just has Hazel thinking about how some things have changed and how the upcoming year at Hogwarts the first years will think of her as 'different'. Also I know Tonks isn't supposed to come in till the fifth book, but I put her in earlier.
Different and
La Da Da don't get me wrong, I love who I am I'm just an ordinary girl I make wishes, I have dreams Anything can happen in this world how are you? Hello! Good-bye? I'm just an ordinary girl I make wishes, I have dreams Anything can happen in this world So give it everything A little luck can go a long way MmM... I'm just an ordinary girl I make wishes, I have dreams Anything can happen in this world (Yeaahhhh) MmM... like me...
I don't wanna sound ungrateful
It probably sounds strange. I really love the role I play, the songs I sing.
But with all the fame, the things that seem so simple are suddenly so far out of reach.
Wish that they could see that underneath...
Sometimes I'm lazy, I get bored, I get scared,
I feel ignored. I feel happy,
I get silly and I choke on my own words.
and I still want to believe.
for an ordinary girl like you like me
for an ordinary girl like you like me
One day here, One day there
And again it's time to go
Miss Popular always on the road
Put my best foot forward
Gotta get on with the show
Strike a pose for the front cover of a magazine
Everywhere I arrive, I get high 5's
They pay me larger than life
Yeaahhhh
Sometimes I'm lazy, I get bored, I get scared,
I feel ignored. I feel happy,
I get silly and I choke on my own words.
and I still want to believe.
For an ordinary girl
or nothing at all
Get back on your feet when you stumble and fall
So don't you worry about what people say
Who knows where the wind may blow
For an ordinary girl
Sometimes I'm lazy, I get bored, I get scared,
I feel ignored. I feel happy,
I get silly and I choke on my own words.
and I still want to believe?
for an ordinary girl
for an ordinary girl
like you, like me
for an ordinary girl
For an ordinary girl
Like you...
For an ordinary girl
Yeah I'm an 'ordinary girl' I thought as I looked around Ron's room, which Seamus and Harry are staying in for some time. Seamus's mom and Ron's dad got tickets to the upcoming Quidditch game, Irish vs. Belgium, so Seamus, his mom and dad, and I are staying with the Weasleys' until the game. My dad with me, but him and Tonks went out on a date. I flipped through my song notebook. I checked the time on my cell phone, 2:30. I flipped through my song notebook. I stopped at one song I wrote back when I turned into a werewolf and joined the wolf pack, Every Part of Me.
I feel like I'm I've been down Who I really am Maybe I will never be Maybe who I am today So I'll try It'll take time It's hard to figure out Maybe I will never be Maybe who I am today I don't wanna wait too long Maybe I will never be Maybe who I am today Every part of me
A million miles away
From myself
More and more these days
So many open roads
But they never lead me home
And now I just don't know
How it's gonna be
Is there something that I can't see?
I wanna understand
Who I was before
Maybe I don't even know her anymore
Ain't so far from yesterday
Can I find a way to be
Every part of me
Try to sort things out
And find myself
Get my feet back on the ground
But I know I'll be alright
Cuz nothing much has changed
On the inside
How it's gonna be
Cuz I don't really know now
I wanna understand
Who I was before
Maybe I don't even know her anymore
Ain't so far from yesterday
Can I find a way to be
Every part of me, yeah
To find out where I'm meant to belong
I've always wanted to be where I am today
But I never thought I'd feel this way
Who I was before
Maybe I don't even know her anymore
Ain't so far from yesterday
Can I find a way to be
Every part of me, yeah
I heard someone come out of the bathroom and looked up. It was Seamus, wearing jeans and a black shirt. He was holding towel and his dirty clothes and he shoved those into the laundry basket. He walked over to me.
"Let go for a walk," he said. I grabbed my guitar and notebook. I slipped my hand into his and we walked out. I stopped in front of the room I was sharing with Ginny and put my guitar on my bed and grabbed my bag and put my notebook in it and put my bag over my shoulder and walked out. Seamus put his arm around my waist and we walked down the stairs. Mrs. Weasley stopped us once we were about to walk out the door.
"Where are you two going," said Mrs. Weasley, my hand about to turn the door knob.
"Out for a little stroll," I said.
"Lunch will be done at 3:00 so be back by then please," she said and walked into the kitchen. I turned the knob and we both walked out. I looked up at the sky and the clouds were out.
"I think it going to rain," Seamus said.
"Do you think the first years will be afraid of me," I asked.
"Why would you think that," he asked.
"Because I'm a werewolf," I said. "I have friends who are vampires. I'm part of a wolf pack with 10 other wolves and to top it all off I live with a werewolf, aka that's my dad. Their be afraid to talk to me because if they get me mad or if they think I don't like them, I'll get my vampire or werewolf friends or my werewolf dad to come out and hurt them or I'll just hurt them myself. They will think I'm different."
"Sweetheart, don't worry. They're not going to think you're different because everyone at Hogwarts is different because they all have magical abilities, so you really wouldn't be as different because werewolves are magical creatures. Your dad and all the vampires aren't at Hogwarts. Alex, Axel, Terra, and the rest of Organization 13 are in the world that never was and you're your dad quit. Dumbledore said that in the letter that was sent out to the kids that you were a student and a guard at Hogwarts in case anything bad happened," Seamus said. "Don't you remember when you and your dad were telling all of this to Harry at the end of Third Year?"
*Flashback (Harry's Point Of View)*
I walked quickly to Professor Lupin's room. I wanted to talk to him. I made it to his room and was about to knock, but I noticed the door was opened, so I just walked in. I saw that the door to his office was open and I hear the faint sound of jazz music. I walked up the stairs and was about to knock on the side of the wall but then both Professor Lupin and Hazel, was I just noticed was there, said,
"Hello Harry."
Both their backs were turned to me. Professor Lupin was taking something off a book shelf and Hazel was putting clothes in a suitcase.
"We saw you coming," Lupin said and picked up his wand to close a small suitcase. I just stared at all the scars on both Hazel's and Lupin's faces. Lupin had two scars going across his face, three scars on his left check, and three scars on the left side of his neck. Hazel had one large scar coming out of her hairline and across her right eye, nose, and stopping at the end of her left check, one scar on her chin, and one on her neck.
"We've looked worse, Harry," Hazel said, giving up off the floor and walking over to her dad's desk and fixed some papers.
"You've been stacked," said Harry.
"No, no I resigned actually," said Lupin.
"Resigned? Why," asked Harry.
"Well it seems that somebody let slip the nature of my condition," said Lupin. Hazel's phone went off and she walked over to the corner to answer it. "This time tomorrow the owls will start arriving and parents will not want….a ummm…well, someone like me teaching their children."
"Snape told," Hazel said, closing her phone.
"But Dumbledore-," said Harry, Lupin, who was zipping up a luggage, cut me off and said:
"He has already risked enough on my behalf. Besides people like me are, well let's just say that I'm used to it by now."
"But what about Hazel and Axel," I said.
"We're guards, and we can control ourselves," Hazel said. Lupin picked up his wand again and closed the suitcase that Hazel just finished packing. Hazel walked back over to her dad and wrapped her arms around his waist. He kissed the top of her head. When Lupin looked back at me, he asked,
"Why do you look so miserable Harry?"
"None of it made a difference, Pettigrew escaped," said Harry.
"Didn't make any difference? Harry it made all the difference in the world. You helped uncovered the truth. You saved an innocent man from a terrible fate. It made a great deal of difference," said Lupin, picking up his bag and Hazel let go of his waist and then walked over to where I was on the other side of the desk. "It I am proud of anything it is of how much you have learned this year. Now, since I am no longer your teacher, I feel no guilt whatsoever about giving this back to you (he talking about the map). So now I'll say goodbye, Harry. I feel sure we'll meet again sometime. Until then, mischief managed."
He pointed his wand at the map and it closed and all the writing disappeared.
"Sweetheart, where to," asked Lupin.
"The Weasleys," Hazel said. She pointed her wand at the rest of the luggage and it disappeared. Hazel gave her dad a hug and a kiss and he disappeared after that.
"Come on Harry. Let go to the Great Hall," said Hazel. We walked to the Great Hall. When we made it to the Great Hall, we heard Ron saying,
"Stand back, I said! Or I'll take it upstairs if you don't settle."
"Harry," said Neville, running over, with Seamus behind. "Wherever did you get it?"
Seamus kissed me and wrapped his arm around my waist and turned to Harry and said,
"Can I have a go, Harry? After you, of course."
"What are you talking about," I asked, walking towards Ron, with Neville, Seamus, and Hazel right behind me.
"Quiet, let the man though. I didn't mean to open it, Harry and it was badly wrapped, they made me do it," said Ron, pointing to Fred and George.
"Did not," they said in union. I ripped the wrapping off and everyone gasped.
"It's a Firebolt," said Fred.
"It's the fastest broom in the world," said George.
"For me," asked Harry. Seamus sat on the bench on the left side of me and Hazel sat in his lap. "But who sent it?"
"No one knows," said Ron.
"But this came with it," said Hermione, pulling out a feather from Buckbeak. I ran out to the front of school, with everybody following me.
"Go on Harry," yelled Seamus.
"Yeah let's see," said Dean.
"How fast is it, Harry," asked Hazel. I got on the broom and kicked off the ground and flew off really fast. I screamed.
*End of Flashback*
"Your right," I whispered, looking down.
"Look at me," he whispered. I didn't, so he walked over and put his finger on my chin and lifted it up so I was looking at him. "If I take my finger away, will you keep looking at me?"
I nodded. His finger went away. He put his hands on my checks, cupping them.
"The first years will want to be your friend. I mean it not every day they get to meet a werewolf," he whispered, leaning in to kiss me. I put my hands on his waist. Then I felt something wet on my head. Seamus pulled away and asked,
"Did you feel something wet on you head?"
"Yeah," I said, looking up at the sky. It started to rain. "Let's dance."
I put my left hand on his shoulder and my right hand in his left. His right hand went down to my waist and we started to dance. He leaned in to kiss me, putting his arm that was holding my hand on my waist and I put my hands around his neck.
"Hazel," said a familiar voice. I pulled away and I saw my dad and Tonks standing near us, under an umbrella.
"You guys didn't leave with an umbrella," I said.
"We used my wand," my dad said. "Now you can kiss your boyfriend later, now we have to go back to the burrow."
We walked back to the burrow.