Ugh. Life can be so confusing and yet so amazing, all at the same time. Well I shouldn't get ahead of myself just yet, after all you do want to read my story first. Hi, my name is Isabella Marie Swan. But let's not get to formal, so just call me Bella. I'm twenty-three years old, and I just finished graduate school and in the fall I'm starting to intern. One more year an I will officially be a doctor. I can't help but be happy and excited over it. Well before I start telling you all about medical crap let me move on with my story. I'm pretty average looking to many people, I have long wavy chocolate colored hair, light brown eyes, and I blush like crazy.

I grew up in Forks, Washington...no not Spoons either. It's a small town very close to the border of Canada and it's covered in trees and rain. Yippee rain..not. I grew up there my whole life, my parents Renee and Charlie Swan grew up there also and so it just seemed perfect to raise my brother and I there also. My brother Emmett is my twin, but we look and act totally different. I graduated top of my class at Forks High School, and then went on to Stanford in California. Of course along with my best friend, Alice Cullen. She may look all beautiful and graceful but she was a deathly shopper. She's also lived in Forks her whole life, but when the chance to go to college with me came up she jumped to the chance.

Now here we've been for almost six years, and loving every minute of it. Of course every summer since we moved away from home we've been expected to come home all summer break no exceptions. Or at least that's what my parents and Alice's parents, Esme and Carlisle say. Esme and Carlisle are like my second parents, and my parents are just like second parents to Alice. It also helps that both our parents have been best friends since they were in diapers. Cute I know right. Now enough of the parentials.

Emmett...ah a weirdo but one of the best brothers a girl can have. He's always there for me enough though I'm states away, since we were young he's been there for me just like Alice and Rose. Rose is one of the most beautiful people on Earth, and she's also been my best friend since before I could even count. Oh and also my brother's girlfriend and hopefully soon to be wife. They've been together for years and their perfect for one another.

Well that's about it, hope you liked my story. Bye....oh wait I'm not even done yet, sorry for teasing you. I haven't even got to the reason I'm telling you this whole story. Maybe I should, maybe just a couple of hints will be good enough not to give the story away...okay perfect. Well it all started when I first met Alice, we were about three years old and I just knew I was going to love him forever. Who you might ask? Well Edward Cullen, Alice's older brother. Ya, I know. I'm an idiot for falling for my best friends brother, but what can I say he's hot. But it's not just that, there was something more that every time I saw him it made my heart to somersaults. He was six and I was a little tiny three year old. But over the years I began to fall deeper and deeper in love with him and I rarely ever talked to him.

And so one day I told Alice and she told me that it was cool and that she wanted to tell me something also. She told me that she had had feelings for Jasper, Rose's older brother and Edward's best friend, the same as I have with Edward. Funny I know right. Well not to two young girls who knew nothing about these kinds of thing. All we knew was that we like two older boys and that was it. Soon though the years went by when Alice and I got older, got boobs, and we finally began blooming into teenagers. Time also went by for Edward and Jasper. They both decided to go to college in New York, well that was about nine years ago and the only sort of communication and knowledge that they weren't dead was the weekly phone call Edward gave to Esme and the weekly phone call Jasper gave to his mom.

So Alice and I grew up with the two boys we fell so deeply in love with. We had our first kisses with guys we didn't really care about. Same goes for our first make out session and our first time having sex. We both knew that we wanted the same guys our hearts fell in love with so long ago, but why was it so hard to move on. But we did, or at least we tried. Over the years we stopped talking about Edward and Jasper and we hoped that we would forget, but we both knew we wouldn't. So when the time came for college we took the chance and left Forks together and of course with the holidays and summer vacation it's like we never left.

But this is were my story will began, and some how was completed.