I had no idea…
I was pissed. Kakuzu and I are at the airport; Kakuzu was leaving for Iraq but I was too pissed at him to care.
"Well goodbye Hidan," said Kakuzu. He made a move to kiss me but I turned. Kakuzu sighs and settles for a kiss on the side of my forehead.
"Bye," I said venomously.
Kakuzu sighs again and walked away to his plane. I growled to myself, I didn't care that Kuzu was leaving for a year.
My eyes widened. "A year!" I ran to the direction of Kuzu's plane entrance. I was about to enter when a woman and officer stops me.
"Sir, I'm afraid the plane is leaving," said the woman.
"No! It can't leave, I didn't get to say good bye to Kuzu," I was blurred with tears now.
"I'm sorry, but it's too late," said the officer apologetically.
I sniffled and rubbed away my tears; he was gone.
_0()0_
I was sitting in Kakuzu's study trying to read a book he said he liked: Romeo and Juliet. I sigh and gave up reading.
I walked to our room and sat on the bed. I began to tear up as I changed to my sweat pants for bed. I lie under the covers and stare at the spot where Kuzu would sleep; I began to cry, I miss him so much.
I close my eyes and try to sleep knowing my Kuzu would be in my dreams.
_Christmas Eve_
It was midday and I was decorating the tree for the sake of the holidays. I smiled as I put Kuzu's presents under the tree; I would save them for him when he got home.
_New Year's_
It was 11:58; two minutes til New Years and the third month Kuzu would be gone. I was ready to cheer for both me and Kuzu with noise makers and bubble wrap dancing.
'Ding, ding, ding.'
"Happy New Year Kuzu! I shouted. I blew the noise makers and began to dance and jumped on the bubble wrap and make as much noise as possible.
'Knock, knock ,knock'
I froze and walked to the door. I open it and see my neighbor kind of pissed looking.
"New Year's or not you're too loud," he growled.
"Yeah," I said dazed. "You think Kuzu heard me?" I asked hopeful.
My neighbor growled and walked away back to his house. I chuckled and made my way to my room.
_Valentine's Day_
I was packing a box with many chocolate kisses and other sweets to send to Kuzu along with other snacks and cards he would like.
I was also sending a long, hand, written letter because Kuzu liked them a lot. The letter explained how much I missed him and that I was sad and happy I survived 4 months without committing suicide.
"Love you Kuzu," with that said I taped the box and went to my car to the post office.
_Mother's Day_
I was feeling lonely and started to search through some old files Kuzu and I had of old documents. After searching for nothing I found my mother's number. I hadn't talked to her in six years since I came out to her I was gay.
I shuddered as I grabbed the phone and dialed the number. I hold it up to my ear and breath in deeply.
'Hello?'
"Mom, it's Hidan and I wanted to say Happy Mother's Day," I said slowly.
'Thank you Hidan,' she replied.
_Memorial Day_
Today was the day that Americans honored those who fought for us today and yesterday. I was walking to the civic graveyard. Though I was for death I had to do this for the sake of keeping Kuzu safe.
I walked up to the grave I was looking for: my father's. I kneel and held my hand against the cold stone.
"Dear father, I know we weren't close but now I have someone on the battle field now and if you can," tears were collecting, "please protect him, thank you."
I wiped my tears away and stood. "Bye dad."
_Independence Day_
Today was Flag Day; I was at a park, legally, blowing things up. This is my 8th month and Kuzu would be back in two.
I sigh and light the fuse to my fireworks. I ran back and did a salute as the art work went into the air.
I smiled as the colors lit the dark sky; it made me think of the spark I felt every time Kuzu kissed me.
"I hope your thinking of me Kuzu."
_Halloween_
Today was October 31 also known as Halloween. I was going around as the Grim Reaper and no one knew it was me. I was scaring people and kids into dropping their candy; already had 10 bags on my back and twelve was going to beat my record before the cops come.
"Hey!"
I turn and see the cops before number eleven. I started to run away laughing manically all the way.
I smiled when I got home and saw it was midnight.
"One month away, Kuzu."
_Veteran's Day_
Today is Veteran's day and the day Kuzu comes home, kind of ironic. I was waiting outside with the other families to watch the plane land and the soldiers unload to the hanger where I would see my beloved.
I heard the engine and everyone began to cheer as the plane landed; a few minutes later the soldiers were unloading. I was moving my head side to side in search of Kakuzu.
I felt tears in my eyes when the men stopped leaving the plane and I hadn't seen him. I quickly went back inside to wait for them to enter and be released.
I was in the fifth row and crying the loudest as the soldiers came in through the largest door; no matter how careful I was, I didn't see him.
After a few minutes they and the families were allowed to find the other. I scrambled down and began to look for Kakuzu. I felt tears stream down my face at how frustrated I was for not finding him quickly.
"Hidan?" came a shout.
I froze and slowly turned to see Kakuzu standing tall and proud in his cameo. I smiled and cried as I ran into his opened arms. He lifted me from the ground and I rapped my legs around his waist.
I kissed him and nuzzled his neck and I repeated his name over and over again. I was never going to stop loving this man and that was a fact.
_0()0_
We were home in bed, I was on his chest and I sighed happily as he held me closer.
"Kakuzu?" I asked.
"Hmmm?" he replied.
"Whatever it was that made me mad at you, I'm sorry I wasn't able to see past it and say goodbye," I started to sob. "This year was lonely and sad with out you," I was now crying again in his chest.
He shushed me and rubbed my back while whisper what-nots into me ear.
"I guess I didn't know how much I would miss you till you were gone," I started. "I had no idea one year could feel like ten," I said.
"Well I'm here for a while Hidan and I promise not to leave you while your angry," he said.
I smiled and kissed the arms around me. "Thanks," I mumbled and fell asleep.
Well how was that. I have to say and not lie that I felt like crying when I wrote this. I would like your opinions so please review. Later, Obito is Majorly Hot.