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That was the day. When I first met her, I was in love. I knew she was the one for me. There was never anyone else who could even come close. Someone with a past like mine, shouldn't deserve someone just as beautiful as her.



She's so nice to everyone, sometimes even to me. And whenever we fight, I start to love her even more, if that's even possible. Everything about her, her hair, her eyes, even that laugh draws me to her. I mean, the only reason I always break my hand is so I can see her face everyday, even though she probably gets tired of fixing it anyway. But, some good comes out of it right?



There's always this look in her eyes. Whenever I see her, there's always a lonely look in her eyes. And I always promise myself, that I would never have to see the loneliness in her eyes again. And one day, she'll know how I feel.And that day, I know I'll never see that loneliness again.



She always know just what to say to make my day a lot better. She can always find a way to make me smile. Even if I saw her face everyday for a million years, I would never get tired of her. Her smile, it's so beautiful. But how can her smile be so beautiful, even with her past as bad as it was? How could she recover from the death of her loved ones so quickly, and take it so calmly? And me. I'm still recovering. Even though it happened so long ago, I can't help remembering that day.



All the days. Not just the Sekihoutai, but the days when I wasn't alone, and I was loved by someone. And just like Kitsune, she tried to save someone's life. But she ended up dying, in my arms. She was shot. And I was there, watching every waking moment. How everything happened, how she died, and why. The thing is, I don't really want to love anyone again. I don't want anyone else hurt, and I don't want to be hurt again. But, even though I don't want to love anyone, I can't help not loving her.



But now, all the happiness and love she's brought into my life. She's helped me to recover from everything that happened in the past. And I have her to thank for that. I have her, to thank, to love, I have her for everything. Kami-sama, she's everything to me. And one day, I hope I can be everything to her, and do the same things she does for me.



I love you.......



Megumi.



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