" …. I love you" the 3 words that broke my heart

Ok .. your probably wondering whats going on?

Well long story short im in love with harry my best friend for years I also have 4 other best friends how are also boys …. And my cousin (who is my age and a girl) came to visit and 'fell in love' with harry he 'fell in love' with her to

She is now up on a stage at a party expressing her love for him in front of everyone

The beginning of the party

"keely come on!" Liam yelled "ok ok im coming" I pulled on my heels and ran/waddled down

I had on my mid thigh length dress and some silver heels with my hair curled

I got to the bottom and they were all waiting "come on we have to pick Eliza up" niall shouted "alright .." I sighed and grabbed my bag they turned around and saw em stood there ".. wow" Zayn gasped they all had wide eyes

I blushed and looked down "come on" harry moaned … way to ruin it

We all jumped in the car "ohh someone's in a hurry" Louis laughed nudging harry "shut up"

We arrived at the party and had been dancing for a while

I was trying to find harry I wanted to talk to him

But then I heard her voice "hello … harry styles" everyone went silent and looked over at the stage Eliza was stood there with the mic … I new this would be a cringe

"I have something I would like to say" "harry" everyone turned to look at him some people were aww'ing knowing would was coming next

"I love you harry" everyone awed but I … I felt angry … betrayed

Harry walked up to the stage walked onto it and kissed her tears welled up in my eyes and I couldn't see straight I ran past everyone and out side

I ran as fast as I could I had no clue were I was going I just wanted to be away from that place I ran for what felt like forever .. in reality it was only 5mins

i got to the park and sat on the bench letting my tears out

about 2 hours later my phone started ringing the ID read Eliza I denied it

it rung again this time it was Louis I answered it "keely.. where are you? We were so worried we thought you were dead!" "im not dead" "where are you?" Niall shouted I sighed "im sat on a bench" "you do realise there are millions of benches" harry said "where are you?" Louis asked again "im at the park" "what park?" niall asked but then I hung up

I was sat around for half an hour

But then I heard someone yelling my name "KEELY" it was the boys they all ran in the park spotted me and ran over "what the fuck?" Zayn shouted Eliza caught up at that point panting "what are you doing … couldn't you just be a normal person and stay at the party?" she shouted "we ran all that way" Niall shouted "you didn't have to find me im not 5 I could have walked back on my own" "well … we didn't want you to" Liam said more calmly "well then don't blame me because it was your choice" Louis shone his phone light around the park then it hit me and his expression softened probably because I have red eyes and a tear stained face "keely what happened are you ok?" he asked "fine" "no your not" "cant you just leave me alone" "No" Niall Louis and Harry said but liam grabbed there arms "guys … she needs space shell come back when she is ready"

After a long argument they left and that's when my phone rang again

"Keely … keely omg its your brother you need to come to the hospital straight away" mum yelled "what why?" "Just come now" and she hung up fear ran through me I got up and ran

I ran down the road and past the boys and Eliza "keely? Keely what's going on?" Louis yelled I heard running footsteps behind me but I didn't look back I got to the hospital doors and ran inside

"Hello … im here for Matt price?" "Oh yeah just down the corridor" she gave me a sad smile then the door opened and they ran in panting "what's going on why are you here?" harry asked sounding scared tears stung my eyes "its Matt" was all I said there faces fell "what's happened?" "I don't know"

We all walked down the corridor and got to his door I pushed It open to find a horrible sight Matt was lying covered in blood cuts everywhere and mum sitting on the chair crying "mum what's going on?" I asked she looked up and saw us all stood there "he ….. he was hit by a motorcycle … and … and they said he wont …. He wont make it" she sobbed my insides froze my head started spinning and tears filled my eyes to the point where they couldn't hold them any more and tears fell down everyone looked shocked and sad but I was more then that … I felt like my world has been blown up … I felt like my life was over

I walked up to his bed and knelt down next to him holding his hand

Louis and Harry came up behind me and knelt down next to me I was closest to them

And they new Matt really well and new how much I loved him "it will be ok" harry reassured but I couldn't believe him.. I wanted to.. But I couldn't tears filled Harrys eyes

A doctor entered and pushed us out of the room

I sat on my own hugging my legs they were all sat together whispering and talking

I kept thinking of all the happy memories me and Matt have had .. I cant loose him .. I cant I have already lost dad

About 2 hours later the doctor came out he looked at us in a sorry way and shook his head "hes gone" tears streamed down my face I wanted to scream I stood up "your suppose to be a doctor" I shouted "keely … keely sit down" mum begged "NO .. NO I WONT SIT DOWN YOU'RE THE FUCKING WORST DOCCTOR I HAVE EVER SEEN YOU SHOULD EB FIRED I LOST MY DAD NOW MY BROTHER BECAUSE OF YOU YOUR SHIT" "keely please" Harry said putting a hand on my arm "NO DON'T TELL ME WHAT TO DO" I shouted pulling my arm away "there was nothing I could do" "FUCK YOU" I pushed past him and into the room shutting the door I ran up to Matt and hugged him crying into him "I love you matt always will … don't forget me I will never forget you please be strong for me ….. I love you" I sobbed "don't go .. please don't go .. I need you Matt .. I need you .. don't go" I sobbed the door opened and they walked in "keely …. We have to go" Niall said "no .. no im not going" "keely-" liam started "im staying with him" "keely .. hes gone" "no hes not" "keely ….. we have to go ok …. I no you miss him ok" "no you don't know … you don't understand you all have your family but I don't I lost my dad and im not losing matt you can ever stay with me or not" "im going home" mum whispered and walked of the doctor walked in "what?" I snapped "he is gone .. he has no heart beat .. we need to take him out" he said other doctors walked in "no …. NO YOU CANT … PLEASE DON'T" I cried tears filled one of the doctors eyes "im sorry …. I cant do this" she said and hurried out "please don't take him away .. please" I cried tears fell down the bys and Eliza's faces "we have to" "NO .. NO I WONT LET YOU" they walked up and picked him up "NO .. NO PLEASE PLEASE" I begged tears streaming out of my eyes they carried him onto another bed "NO" I yelled and tried putting him back "PLEASE .. PLEASE" I begged

They drove him out of the room "NO …. NO" I shouted tears streaming down my face