How did we get here? I wonder as I slip my shirt off. It falls to the floor
and the rest of my clothes join it shortly after, forming a small heap on
the floor. I watch him as he fumbles with his pant belt. His shirt's at the
other end of the room where I threw it, only moments before. He insisted on
taking the rest of his clothes off himself. I take a seat on the edge of
the bed and continue to watch him. It's actually quite cute to watch. He's
nervous. I can tell. He stuttered several times since we began and his face
is beet red. He's avoiding eye contact and he hasn't even once looked at me
since we began to undress. He turns his back to me; probably 'cause he can
feel my eyes on him. Maybe he feels intimidated about my seeing him. and
here I thought guys weren't modest. Well, Rei sure wasn't.
I know why I'm doing this. And I know why he's doing this too. It's because neither of us can have who we want. They're taken, and by each other no less. He's undressed now, and facing the wall. His back is still to me.
I wait a few seconds, but he doesn't move. He just stands there. "Well? Aren't you going to turn around?"
"Give me a minute!" He snaps.
I sigh and lay back on the bed, in waiting.
"Okay." He mutters. He finally turns and faces me, but his eyes are down cast, staring at the floor. I see him swallow, hard and he slowly begins to look up. He looks me over and I hear his gasp.
I look over his form. Not bad. He looks better than I thought he would. I think Rei's a bit more muscular, but still, damn. This boy's fine.
"I. I, uh. you. look. nice." He says. "I mean you look hot-I mean you're very beautiful."
"Sit down." I gently command as I sit up and pat a spot on the bed.
He hesitates but then slowly walks over and takes my invitation. "Are you sure you wanna do this?" He asks quietly.
"I think I should be the one asking that. This isn't all that big a deal to me."
"Well it is to me! And could you at least act like it means something."
My hand comes up and rests against his cheek. I kiss him. "It does mean something to me. I'm just not sure what yet." I kiss him again and he kisses back this time. He begins to touch me, exploring my body and I relish in his caresses. I break away from the kiss and I push him down onto the bed. He watches me intently as I begin to rock against him. I close my eyes, tilting my head up. I hear his moans mixing with my own and I lose myself in the moment. This is what I need-This is what we need.
Authors Notes: Since reading volume five, which was about a month ago, I felt the strong need to write a little fic about Harumi and Tatsuya. Especially since virtually no one writes anything about them. Everyone writes about Kira and Rei-don't get me wrong. I love Rei and Kira. To not write about them should be I dunno, a crime or something. But I just couldn't resist. Besides, it gives the MARS fanfic section a little bit more variety. Go variety!
I know why I'm doing this. And I know why he's doing this too. It's because neither of us can have who we want. They're taken, and by each other no less. He's undressed now, and facing the wall. His back is still to me.
I wait a few seconds, but he doesn't move. He just stands there. "Well? Aren't you going to turn around?"
"Give me a minute!" He snaps.
I sigh and lay back on the bed, in waiting.
"Okay." He mutters. He finally turns and faces me, but his eyes are down cast, staring at the floor. I see him swallow, hard and he slowly begins to look up. He looks me over and I hear his gasp.
I look over his form. Not bad. He looks better than I thought he would. I think Rei's a bit more muscular, but still, damn. This boy's fine.
"I. I, uh. you. look. nice." He says. "I mean you look hot-I mean you're very beautiful."
"Sit down." I gently command as I sit up and pat a spot on the bed.
He hesitates but then slowly walks over and takes my invitation. "Are you sure you wanna do this?" He asks quietly.
"I think I should be the one asking that. This isn't all that big a deal to me."
"Well it is to me! And could you at least act like it means something."
My hand comes up and rests against his cheek. I kiss him. "It does mean something to me. I'm just not sure what yet." I kiss him again and he kisses back this time. He begins to touch me, exploring my body and I relish in his caresses. I break away from the kiss and I push him down onto the bed. He watches me intently as I begin to rock against him. I close my eyes, tilting my head up. I hear his moans mixing with my own and I lose myself in the moment. This is what I need-This is what we need.
Authors Notes: Since reading volume five, which was about a month ago, I felt the strong need to write a little fic about Harumi and Tatsuya. Especially since virtually no one writes anything about them. Everyone writes about Kira and Rei-don't get me wrong. I love Rei and Kira. To not write about them should be I dunno, a crime or something. But I just couldn't resist. Besides, it gives the MARS fanfic section a little bit more variety. Go variety!