Disclaimer: I don't own FFVII and I don't make any money for this writing.

THANK YOU BMIK for the beta reading, this is more important for me than you might imagine!

Author's note: Thank you for all the wonderful authors who inspires me to move on. Love and Others Disasters is about how difficult is to say goodbye to a sad but comfortable situation. And how surprisingly good it could be in the end... Hope you like it and if it's possible drop me a few line about what you're thinking about.

Ps: English is not my mother language...

Vanishing - part 1

The cape barely cover his head from the thin rain of autum.

He entered in the cabin, thankful for the warmth inside and inserted the card phone.

After a third bip, a dull voice spoke.

" Where the fuck are you? Stop this shit and come back home!"

"I won't come back, now pass the phone for my brother! I can hear his cries!"

" Just tell me where are you Yazoo...I've been looking for you ..."

"Don't you dare hunt me like an animal, Reno. Let me talk with Kadaj please? Y-you don't have the right to push me away from him!"

"And you to leave us! Fuck, baby! We need you...I need you Yazoo, baby, please, where are you?"

" You do need me, but you didn't think of me. Both of you!"

Yazoo's voice was getting faint. He was dueling againt his own fears.

Reno was trying to get time. He was dueling against his extremely anxiety.

" Baby you're over reacting at all this shit! Be reasonable and you'll see! Yazoo, I need you here by my side!"

"I never heard you say 'I love you', only 'I need you'. I can't come back, Reno. I don't have much money left, please put Kadaj on line."

"If I say I love you from now on to forever, would you come back?"

" No, cause it would be fake. Let me talk with Kadaj or I'll disconnect."

Yazoo heard a battle for the phone. But finally Kadaj tugged the phone from Reno's hand. The silver hair boy was sobbing inconsolable, with a hoarse voice, almost incomprehensible...

"Yaz...Yaz please come, I can't live here w-whitout you! B-brother, oh please don't hate me! Im sorry, Im so sorry!"

"Hush Kadaj. I don't hate you. But I have to stay alone now."

"I-I' d never want hurt you! I won't stand live away from you! Come back Yazoo, fives days had passed! I'll never, never do it again! I promise! I-I'll move back to Cloud's house! "

The loud sobs made Yazoo squirmed in the small cabine, turning his face to the train station. He saw two black cars parking on the other side of the avenue.

"Kadaj, stop crying and listen to me. I won't come back and I don't know when I can call again. Tell Loz that I love him... and be good for him. Have patience with Reno. Cloud can help you if you need. Goodbye Kadaj."

" Yazoo? YAZOO!"

With much more sobs and wails full of sadness and regret, Kadaj threw away the phone and sank on the couch, muffling the hard cries with his little hands. Those green orbs were red and bulge and Kadaj was shaking with his cries.

Reno was on his phone, pacing from one side to another, furious, nervous. Those narrow blue eyes had a death glow and Kadaj felt a bit scared to be there, alone with the man on that bad mood.

" He-he, he won't come! It's my fault Reno! Oh God! Who is gonna take care of me?! Y-Ya- Yazoo didn't say he love me when he disconnected...OH GOD!"

Reno not even tried to comfort the boy. He groaned something, still on the phone and slammed the door not telling Kadaj where he was going. The boy whimpered curling himself like a ball on the couch.

Yazoo left the cabin and rush entered into the first train that stopped, mixing his so unusual figure with the others passengers.

He didn't bother to check where the train was going. He just whished to vanish and perhaps, starts a new life.