Bella

Chapter 1: Suicide

Edward left me. I couldn't believe. I couldn't live without him. I still remember that terrible day when he broke the news...

"Bella, I don't love you. Bye!" replied Edward.

"No! Where are you going?" I cried. But, he was already gone...

I stood near the cliff, ready to jump. If I can't have Edward, then I don't want to live. I wonder what Charlie would think once he read the note I left him on the kitchen counter. I had written it carefully, hoping that he wouldn't be too sad.

Dear Dad,

If you're reading this, then that means that I'm dead. I'm very sorry, but here is the real truth. I can't live without Edward, so I've decided to commit suicide by jumping off the cliff near the ocean. Don't try to follow me. This is my choice. I'm sorry to leave you like this Dad. I know that you will try to follow me, so if you find the cliff and you see a suicide note nearby, that means that I've already jumped. I'm very sorry, Dad.

Love,

Bella

That was what I wrote before leaving the house and driving all the way to the cliff. I fetched out of my pocket my note and put it under a rock. That was it. I crouched down, ready to jump. Finally, I jumped. Oh, it was like heaven! I wonder why I wasn't dead. Before I knew it, I had landed in the ocean. I waited for death, but it never came. What? Suddenly, I felt a flying sensation. Later, I felt burning! Oh, how it hurt! Just let me die! The feeling lasted for about 3 days until I woke up, with my senses much more sharper. I looked up to see a man.

"Hey, your awake!" replied the man. He had golden eyes. Vampire! I gasped.

"Who are you?" I asked.

"I am Jonathan. You are a vampire, you know, so if you find it shocking, it's ok," replied Jonathan.

To his suprise, I said, "I know."

"How do you know?" asked Jonathan.

"I can't say. Can I have the vegetarian diet?" I asked.

"Certainly. After our hunt, you may go where ever you want, young one. What's your name?" asked Jonathan.

"Bella," I said carefully.

The note that was left read:

To Whom It May Concern:

To those who do not know me, but I am Isabella Marie Swan, known as Bella. On this day September 13th, my 18th birthday, I have commited suicide by jumping off this very cliff, since I cannot live without my love, Edward Cullen. Not that anyone would care. Bye Earth! I doubt I would ever see you again!

Sincerely,

Isabella Marie Swan