Sometimes I remember that I am capable of feeling…something

If only for a moment.

It happens suddenly-

I feel my toes intertwine with the bed sheets

The mattress is soft to the touch,

yet not comforting.

My face rubs against the surface of my pillow

as I roll over. I take my time feeling all of this because I know

the

feeling

is

about

to

f a d e…

-m | b