Hey guys. I know I said I wouldn't be updating in a while, But This was nagging at the back of my mind like an annoying bug. So, Here it is! The song is Suffocated by Orianthi. (If you haven't heard it, you should look it up on YouTube) This takes place After the season 10 finale. My Take on what could happen.
Suffocated
Ziva tightened her grin on the Steering wheel as she Pulled up to her apartment.
In the Beginning it was worth this, Do the worst, feel complete, Passing standards others meet.
As soon as Tony suggested they turn in their badges, she knew what she would have to do.
Now perfect endings make you anxious. A heavy head, a cold sweat, Leaving nothing here, Nothing to regret.
She Unzipped her suitcase and started throwing in everything. She was going to have to go back to Israel.
Why am I still suffocated, I'm Constantly Devastated, Just to stay alive.
As much as she hated it, She would have to leave. She couldn't take it. Everything was her fault.
Why am I still suffocated, I'm constantly Devastated, Just to stay alive.
Gibbs might be going to jail because she killed Bodnar. If she hadn't, Parsons never would have the opening.
I miss the old days that we murdered. They're so far gone, out of reach, Watch 'em fade with summers heat.
It felt that every time she walked into NCIS, She was meet with accusing stares.
Without a break from this distraction, I need a change, a different scene, A new approach to coming clean.
She felt they same why she did when she first left Mossad to become a liason. They started at her like it was her fault this Ari had died. It was her fault.
Why am I Still suffocated, I'm constantly devastated, Just to stay alive.
She slammed her last Suitcase closed and picked up all her bags, Leaving a note for Tony.
Why am I still Suffocated, I'm Constantly devastated, Just to stay alive.
She left without turning back. She would be long gone by time They even noticed her missing.
Still searching for a back door outta here, Reassured that my friends will reappear. Why am I still suffocating, Just hold your breath deep and I'll keep waiting.
Tony walked up to her apartment not long after.
"Ziva. Its me. Let me in."
Still searching for a back door outta here, Reassured that my friends will reappear. Why am I still suffocating, Just hold your breath deep and I'll keep waiting.
"Ziva! Come on! I know your probably Pissed at me, But That doesn't me ya have to ignore me!"
He grabbed the key she keeps on top of the Frame of the door. He finds the note on the Table.
Why am I still suffocated, I'm constantly Devastated, Just to stay alive.
Tony stood there, Staring at the note. How could she leave? After 8 years. How? He ran down the stairs and out to his car, pretty sure where she was heading. He wouldn't let her get away. Not now, Not ever. He sped to the airport. He looked at the note again.
I am truly sorry Tony, But I have to go. If I had never come here in the first place, None of this would have happened. I'm sorry. I just feel, Suffocated.
Why am I still suffocated, Im constantly Devastated, Just to stay alive.
What do you think? Should I continue? Or just end it here? I'm open for Opinions.