Love and Hate
Chapter 1:
ROISIN'S P.O.V
Ding, ding, ding my alarm kept repeating.
"Ugh" I stood up to turn it off and checked the time. It was 5am and I jumped with joy.
"School's in three hours!"I giggled. I can't wait to see my friends, I get in the shower and when I'm done I do my make-up. Then I get changed and its 6:45am by the time i'm done. I get changed and i do my hair and its 7:15.I decided to wear a tight green tank top which made my boobs look bigger and white shorts with a pair of green and white supra's and head downstairs for breakfast.
"Buenos Dias mama" I said all peppy.
"Buenos Dias mis chica" She smiles and kisses me.
"Morning dad Chaz and Laydia" I said as I hugged them all.
"Morning" They reply in sync. Oh yeah and i'm 16 on Sunday :) and yes i do have my driving permit I have connections. oh and i also have blue eyes brown hair that's short but used to be very long nearly down to my bum but I got it cut up a bit above my shoulder for charity so i could give my hair to make wigs for cancer patients. I never coloured my hair but I wear make-up and I don't let my parents even see me without make-up.
"A mis baba tus al colego a 8.30 a hora" Mom said and winked at me.
"Jajaja ok mi estupendo" I replied
"Stop speaking Spanish i know you and mom are the only ones who can speak fluent Spanish but don't rub it on geez" Chaz says
"Well study more" I laugh.
"Now come on its 8:05 and we i have to drop Laydia to school so come on or get the bus your choice" I wink and laugh.
"Bye " My parents shout to us.
"Bye love you" We reply.
Its 8:20 by the time were at Laydia's school.
"Bye love you hun" I shout as she leaves.
"You too ohh wait!" She runs back to me and gives me a kiss and hug and Chaz one too.
"I was just about to ask" I wink and give her a hug and kiss back and Chaz does too.
"Oh and i'm picking you up today because i'm off early i will be here at 2:30 ok?" I say before she goes again.
"Ok have to go love you I see Holly" And she runs off.
"Adios" she giggles.
"Adios Te amo" I laugh.
"She knows Spanish too!" Chaz exclaims.
"Hey she knows one word leave her!" I laugh.
AT SCHOOL.
"Thanks for the lift sis but i'm going to have to pretend you don't exist" he laughs.
"Likewise" I laugh.
"Naah just messing see you at lunch Aight?" He laughs.
"Yeahh with my girlies of course" I smiles back and hug him.
"I got to go find my boys" He says and hugs me back
"I got to go find my girls" I laugh.
"See ya" He says and he leaves and as i set off to find my girls.
"Aghhhhhhhh" I hear Kaylea scream as she runs towards me I scream and hug her. We were chatting and she didn't know where the other girls were she was looking for them and she started to look at me again
"Wow you lost so much weight! I know you were a size 6 but you're like a size 4 now! It must have been the crash" She gasps.
"I'm sorry" She apologies.
"No no don't worry i have to go " I run away to find Chaz and run into this hot boy!
"Ouch i'm so sorry i didn't mean to run into you" I say rushed.
"o worries you should be more careful though don't want a pretty girl like you getting hurt" he winks at me.
"Thanks" I giggled.
"I um have to go talk soon though yeah?" I try to smile.
"Sure i'm Justin" he smiles.
"Oh hey i'm Roisin Somers" I smile back.
"And i need to find my brother i have to go see you" I begin to run again and when i find Chaz he's there again.
"Chaz" I run to him and hug him.
"I need to talk to you urgently i mean really!" I pull him away.
"What's up you ok?" He says worried.
"Everyone knows about the crash don't they? I say.
"Ermm i don't know why?" He asks.
"Because kaylea was after bringing it up and i have a feeling... and seriously don't call me shallow but i don't want people knowing!" I say.
"You can't help if people know" He replies.
"But people are giving me looks and i don't like them and i have gotten even skinner kaylea said... she also said i looked sexy but that's just her "I laughed.
"Don't worry about it ok?" Chaz says.
"I can't not worry! What if people are saying stuff about me" I say as he walks back to his friends.
"Chaz wait up its important to me" I shout to him.
"You can't hide everything Ro people talk" he turns to me.
"I know" I say heartbroken.
"Uhmm i'm leaving at 2:10 to pick up Laydia so if you want a lift be at my car at 2:10" I said.
"Don't worry i will get Ryan or someone to give me a lift back..." He replies and runs back to hug me.
"Don't worry ok" He whispers and goes back to his friends and then this boy runs into me and knocks me to the ground.
"Ouch hey watch out" Chaz and his friends run back over to help me up.
"Oh sorry haha I thought you were dead oops i thought i was able to see ghosts for a second i mean you should have died right? " He laughs and runs off with his friends.
"Ro don't even li..." Chaz tries to say but i just put a hand up and thank them and walk away bottling up my feelings inside. I run to go to my car so i can cry but Tianna April kaylea and Catherine all run over to me and hug me.
"Oh hey guys" I smile (fake smile but i'm a good actress).
"I'm sorry i really am "Kaylea says nearly crying.
"Don't worry" I laugh and hug her.
"We have cheer-leading practice should we try now for a few?" April and Tianna say.
"I have to go see Dainn" Catherine says and hugs us and leaves for her boyfriend.
"Yeah sure who's on top?" I ask.
"You as always silly you re our cheer captain and cheer cap on the team" and they smile.
"Ok "i smile back and we do our routine. I realished its two and head for the car. There's a note left on it saying "die already" and i nearly begin to cry when i feel a hand on my shoulder and i look up.
"You ok?" Justin asks.
"Um yeah never better why" I ask pretending to be happy.
"Your sad" He looks into my eyes.
"No i'm not i'm fine." I reply.
"Hmmmh" He says not believing.
"Uhmm i have to go collect my sister..." I say and head to open the door and he opens it for me.
"And i was told by your bro to come and see if you're ok and go pick her up with you and i will see him at your house" He smiles a flashing smile and me and winks.
"Fine " I say and we get in the car to pick up Laydia.