Dean winchester hates to cry. It involves a horrid fluctuation of tangled emotions and indescribable feelings, and it makes him feel utterly terrible, if he did He will just worry Sam . It makes him feel weak feel like he can't do anything to protector him .No He cannot feel this weak He sometimes lock himself away and Let the tears fell from the corners of his eyes, He will hold his mouth to make sure no one hear him Especially Sam.

when he wipe his tears and get out from his hideout usually from the bathroom and walk to sam with a heavy feeling in his stomach, a hole in his Heart burning all what sam see is a wide smile, dean will usually
joke and make fun of sam it is better that way ,he don't want to be a mess in front of his little brother. he want him to think everything is ok.

Castiel wonders around before he Decide to come to the boys , a little less sympathetic, even when he is away He can hear dean's cries but he can't do anything it is not some wounds he can heal، Frankly he don't want to talk to dean or even let him know that he is Listening to his cries

He breaths a silent sigh of relief when he saw dean He only stares at him for a moment, his gaze searching, all too knowing and somewhat sad before He walk away slightly before turning back "How are you today…" the Angel said to dean ,and both winchesters raised their eyebrows before dean Answer with a little laugh "A little scratches here and there, but i will live."

But it is only when he's, trying not to let his heaving chest and shaking palms and sweaty forehead show, sam looked up from his laptop

"Go get some rest dean you need it."

Dean look at them before he walk back to his room and close the door He mutters into the silence of the room, and turn around before he see the Angel "goddam Cas, stoop doing that!" he yelled and pretty sure Sam heard them but didn't move from his laptop. Castiel said nothing before he took few step closer looking right in the other's eyes "is there anything i can do for you…" he just want to help dean , He just want him to stop crying but this is not the right way to do it "anything may help?" blue eyes looked at green and dean face changed and lighting up with a blush.

"What ––– what are you trying to do?" He asks , but Castiel doesn't even move, just stares deeper into his soul dean sweat , green-eyes fixated on the other lips "Cas you sound like you are going to get down to business" He laugh nervously "If i have to I will." Castiel answer and dean flap

"….."

The angel perhaps should think before he speak because now Dean think the wrong way , He reached his hand and clutches to Castiel's Coat as tight as he can so he merely makes an unfamiliar sound in the back of his throat "I don't k'now Cas..Never thought this will happen" of course he never thought they will go this far to the point where Castiel ask him this 'do anything and go down' everyone know what this mean even Castiel should know,i mean there some moments where they stare at each other and not so Accidentally touch and that time when dean almost kiss him if his brother didn't interrupt

he is facing the Angel, lips parted slightly, and throat felt dry ,He had to swallow twice before he could speak the words came out weak before Sam voice shot Suddenly "Dean What are you doing there!" Dean Eyes Wide Open "Wha.." He jump from the floor was he dreaming? Yes he was he looked around in shock before he Open the door "What are you doing man? –– Did you slept in the bathroom …How Many Hours Did You Sleep Last Night?" sam looked at him worried and Dean mind was on something else …so this was a dream

what a nice dream.