What Has Happened?
AN – We don't own Hetalia. Or Kya Se Kya Ho Gaya by Raghav Mathur. We'll annoy you with an AN later =) Written by me and my fratello.
He sat on his bed and stared out the window, cup of tea in hand. The rain outside reflected his hidden mood. He too wanted to let the drops pour out but, fighting against the wells of bittersweet tears that threatened to spill over, he kept his stiff upper lip. As the saying went, it did not do to dwell on the past.
But he couldn't help himself.
He had told him that he meant the world to him. He said that he was his heart and soul; that he would stay with him forever. So why had he felt alone?
Whenever they went out with friends, he commanded all the attention. He felt himself pushed aside and forgotten; as if he wasn't allowed to talk to anyone else. But he couldn't leave. He felt like he was bound to him and only him, like a butterfly drawn to the light of a single candle. But like that forgotten leaf, always separated from the rest of the pile, he felt himself fading away in the minds of his friends.
Even when he tried to leave he couldn't. When they were alone together at night, he would whisper to him and tell him he loved him. But the seemingly comforting words only made him lose more sleep. Why did he only feel loved at night? Conflicting emotions stole countless hours of his life as he replayed his persuasive words over and over, frantically trying to discern the meaning behind them. Were they genuine or hollow? Meaningful or insignificant? He knew that he shouldn't have to deal with this. That he should have the right to feel loved all the time, like everyone else.
But somehow a couple of words, a few enticing sentences, were all he needed to do to make him stay.
Except, in the end, nothing came of it.
He had tried so hard to get him to like him. He had let go of his pride and told him how he actually felt. He was elated when the other accepted his feelings and surprisingly returned them. He would tease him about his eyebrows, his cooking, his magic, everything that was important to him. But he was so deeply in love, he didn't realise what was actually going on. It was as if he had made him lose his senses.
He knew why he had fallen in love with him. The first time he looked in his eyes, properly looked, it was as if time itself grinded to a halt. He felt as though he was drowning in that all too familiar pool of deep, vivid colour. Looking into his eyes, the windows to the soul, he felt like he could see the entire depth of an ocean. When he spoke, he found himself instinctively caught up in his beautiful, rhythmic accent. The actual words didn't matter. As long as his sweet tones were heard, he became lost in a maze of words.
He knew it wouldn't last.
From the very beginning he tried to dissuade himself from thinking this, but the thought continued to linger at the back of his mind. There were so many people for him to love, and so many who loved him too. There are countless stars in the sky and he knew they would all lose their hearts to him if they could.
'But what did I do to deserve this?'
His words rang around the quiet room. In that small moment of deafening silence, reality caught up. Unable to fight his conscience, tears slid down from glistening emerald eyes. He had always known.
To him, he was just another 'star'.
Translation~
Usne kaha tu hi mere dil meri jaan ve
Sab kuchh tera
Meri manzil wahin jahan tu ruke
She said that I am her heart and soul
Everything is mine
And her destination is wherever I stop
Kaise hua ik shamma ke hum parwaane bane
Kya ho gaya
Tinke ki tarah yun beh nikle
How did it happen that I became
A butterfly for a single candle?
What has happened!
I floated away like grass
Raaton baaton baaton mein neendon ko churaya
Din ke ujiyaare mein maine dil haara
She robbed my sleep in the nights and her talks
I lost my heart in the light of the day
Uska ban kar
Sab kuchh kho kar
Kuchh nahin paya
Haaye yeh kya ho gaya
I didn't get anything my being hers
And losing everything
Oh!What has happened!
Dil ko chura kar
Apna bana kar
Kya se kya ho gaya
What has happened by stealing her heart
And making her my own!
Mujhko sata ka
Sud budh gavaan kar
Kya se kya ho gaya
What has happened by teasing me
And making me lose my senses!
Main toh doob gaya
Un saagar jaisi aankhon mein
Yun hi kho gaya uski bhool bhulaiya baaton mein
I drowned in her sea-like eyes
I got lost in her maze-like talks
Laakhon hain yeh taare asmaan mein
Tujh par dil haare sabhi kho ke
There are countless stars in the sky
They all lost there heart to you
Raaton baaton baaton mein neendon ko churaya
Din ke ujiyaare mein maine dil haara
Uska ban kar
Sab kuchh kho kar
Kuchh nahin paya
Haaye yeh kya ho gaya
Dil ko chura kar
Apna bana kar
Kya se kya ho gaya
Mujhko sata ka
Sud budh gavaan kar
Kya se kya ho gaya
Dil ko chura kar
Apna bana kar
Kya se kya ho gaya
Mujhko sata ka
Sud budh gavaan kar
Kya se kya ho gaya
Kya se kya ho gaya
Kya se kya ho gaya
AN – Okie poke, this is our first story since having a looong break, 'cause of exams and stuff. Also, it's our first hetalia story based off a song by Raghav – Kya se kya ho gaya. We've used the English translation to create this fic. We hope you enjoyed it and please review, we want to know how we've done. Criticism is welcome =) Oh, also, the pairing isn't stated cause England is paired with everyone and you can choose your favourite pairing and imagine that... or one you hate, since they broke up...