Title: Following my heart and the ultimate betrayal
Chapter: 1
Word Count: Not sure
Disclaimer: I do not own Bleach and the characters in any way or form. Tite Kobe owns Bleach. I make no profit from this story.
AN: I have continued this story! Enjoy.
I figured I should replace this AN again. People, some information shall be given out over the course of the story. Please don't ask me who the lover is again. There are hints there that I will provide here so you can spot them.
So, just be patient. Thank you.
Hints:
always so cold and rude, even if he was polite in that rudeness.
close to killing him.
As for the crossover, don't worry to much if you don't know the world of NCIS. It will only be here for a few chapters and I'll provide all information about them.
A note on the names: I use the ones that I'm comfortable with and the ones your more likely to hear in the anime. I have a list of all names. I use them to make sure that I get the spellings right. Thank you.
Standing here, I can't help but wonder why I ever tried to give him a chance. He was always so cold and rude, even if he was polite in that rudeness. That and he had tried to kill me with extreme prejudice. But then again, I came damn close to killing him. And now, I don't regret it.
When he first asked me to dinner, I stared at him like he had lost his mind and told him no. He persisted, even going so far as to bother me during my training with Soifon, who was helping me to polish my kido. I finally said yes and ended up glad I did. At the time that is.
It was wonderful the first few months. We went on date's everyday, breakfast, lunch or dinner. He even helped me with my captain training and then the rest of my training, making sure that it was with the rest of my instructors.
During that entire time, he never once pressured me to have sex with him. Yes, we helped each other get off using blow jobs and hand jobs, but not often. I found out that I was a natural. I also found out that I may have liked the sounds he made, but I didn't like the taste of his cum. It was bitter to me, while he told me I was sweet. I should have realized that the taste was a warning to me. But now, it's too late…much, much too late.
I had come to speak with him and show him how I truly looked. I hid my looks, because I looked so much like my mother that it hurt my father. But I was finally going to show him how I looked.
Now, I can't, I won't. Not while he's pushing in and pulling out of Soifon, causing her to cry out for more. And to think, she was the one who pushed me to accept his dinner invitation.
'Was it all a cover for their affair? Was I used by not only him, but her? Am I truly that easy to fool?' runs through my head as tears slide down my cheeks as I listen to their pleasure.
I finally reach into my shoulder bag and pull out my note book. Opening it up, I also grab a pen and start to write a letter to Yamamoto about why I am gone and a promise to come back, someday. My tears start to fall faster as I remove my necklace and wrap the letter in it as I hear them tell each other about their love for the other.
Standing up, I make sure that Zangetsu is lying on my back properly on my back and take off. I almost make it to the gates that would take me to the human world when my name is called out by Ukitake-taicho. I stop reluctantly and look over my shoulder at him, clenching the letter and necklace to my chest. I see that he is with Shunsui-taicho and Shuuhei-fukutaicho, who would be taking his taichos place soon.
I see that they are taking in my looks with awe. I know I look much different with my long hair that reaches my ass and surrounds a soft face with whiskey colored eyes and cherry colored lips. I look more lithe than before, more like a female.
"Ichigo-kun?" Ukitake-taicho asks, his voice full of awe and curiosity. I nod and turn to face them completely, my tears having long ago dried.
"Why do you…look…like…this?" Shuhei-fukutaicho asks, raking his eyes over my body again. I answer him in a voice much softer than the one they're used to.
"I'm leaving. I can't stay here, not after finding…" I start then stop, almost having said his name. I bite my lip in time though and look away. Shuuhei growls lowly, while Ukitake-taicho hums softly.
"I see you found out about them then?" Shuuhei asks. Not trusting my voice, I simply nod, keeping my eyes plastered to the ground. After a few moments I finally speak.
"Ukitake-taicho? Will you take my letter to Yamoto-sama?" I ask, holding it out to him. He nods and slowly takes it from me.
"Will you ever come back?" Shuhei-fukutaicho asks softly. I look up at him and smile softly as the breeze picks up and plays with my hair.
"Someday," I finally say after a few more moments before disappearing from their sights and lives.