It was one simple question of England when he was drunk.
"Have you ever wondered, Prussia, what if you were never born as a soldier, but an empire?"
There, just simple as that.
Today he escorted England for a drink, and it likely ended up in England blabbing about America or his pirate days. Sure, Prussia himself was remembered about those days too, but be the only things he said when he drinks... it's too much. Like he too obsessed with his old days. So, he asked England to said something else.
And then he spoke.
Not a soldier, but an empire
Ah, that will be an... interesting vision indeed. He, of all peoples, doing paperwork like West. He wondered if he still has time to updated his blog.
"If then, then I will be a boring nation. I didn't live for that kind of shit." Prussia smirked.
"Ah... it's that so..." England finally got knocked down. Before doing anything, Prussia stared at England for a long time.
Somebody says, "A country lives for war, will never live forever."
But he kicked a lot of people in their ass before, aren't that awesome enough?
But... he cannot kick everybody's ass every day.
A beast is killed when it becomes a threat, and it was no need.
That's not right! The awesome me's always be needed!
Right?
R...ight?
...
If I wasn't live for war, then will I happy?
Will I still exist?
..
The question was stuck in his head now. He just randomly asking people about that question.
First, was Germany.
"Hey west, what will happen if I were never born as a soldier, but an empire?"
He seems rather busy, so he bluntly answered. "Then you won't trash my basement anymore, and actually learn to have common sense."
"Whatever you say, West." He went for a long, nice 'Kesesesese' before he ran away.
Next, was Italy.
"Ve, if you weren't born as a soldier? I don't know! Maybe you will be like France-nii-chan!"
"Why?"
"Ve...?"
"Nevermind, Ita-chan."
Then, was Austria.
"Then I still have to deal with you, which is a pain in the ass."
"Your answer makes the awesome me wonder if I should continue my existence for you." (No, I do not ship PruAus)
"Get out of my house."
And Hungary.
"Maybe you won't troubling my dear Austria much as you do in the past, and right now."
"Sheesh, you still care for that guy? Goodbye the un-awesome Hungary."
And finally, himself.
"What will the awesome me be?"
He thought, maybe the awesome nation which like everybody else, deals with paperwork. Join the stupid world conference, meeting each others...
Then what else?
What will change, besides the fact that he will not disappear?
Being acknowledge by everyone?
So, he's just throwing away the pride to participate in war, the pride of the Prussian, just not to be lonely?
Ah, he's really having a lack in common sense...
How he missed the days he held the noble double-headed eagle, wandered in the battlefield, the color of black and white proudly on the red field.
That's right, he's Prussia.
Prussia never fear anybody.
Looked down at his hand which was slowly faded, he smirked.
"Then what will I have to be proud of?"
Ah, what did history teach us?
Soon realized, when drowned in darkness.
A/N: Just my thought for Prussia.