*basically this is a remake of when Bella has Renesmee and afterwards - Jacob doesn't imprint on Renesmee - nothing really about Bella and Edward at all - basically blackwater love story J Enjoy
Patched Hearts
( Leahs POV )
She was just laying there on the floor screaming , covered in blood .I've seen birth videos before and they were nothing compared to this , besides the fact that she was having a mutant baby …..
Edward and Jacob were screaming at her to stay alive ( because she can totally hear them and all) and I just stood there gawping like a five year old at a candy store - I might be Leah Clearwater but to be honest I was petrified .
"I'll love you until your heart stops beating " Jake blubbered
That's what hurts the most - she done so much to him and he keeps on coming back - she doesn't love him and she tells him that all the time but he never listens . He just ignores her .Like he does to everyone else…
Jake and Edward started talking and like a bullet Edward started biting her everywhere possible and injected her with his venom , I felt sick . She started shaking uncontrollably and Edwards face lit up . Before they started to cut her open I ran outside .
I couldn't take it anymore - this was disgusting , everyone was helping her have a mutant baby that is a threat to everyone ! This was madness !
After about a half hour Jake told me to find Seth and go inside to see IT .
I told Seth everything and he was so excited to see it . We entered the house and there was the thing , held by Edward .
"Her name is Renesmee " Edward was chanting to everybody.
"Your mother is gonna be okay , honey " Rosalie cooed .
She was almost cute until I saw her red hair glistening in the moonlight along with her blood - red eyes , of course .
I looked around , Bella was nowhere to be seen .
"She's upstairs , Carlisle is trying to err… fix her , I suppose" Jake said as he wiped away his tears .
"Real manly Jake , real manly "
"Shut it , Leah !"
I cant believe he's acting like this , she is alive - but in a dead way , she's a vampire - deal with it !
I looked around and found Seth sitting on the cream couch with his face buried into his hands …
"Seth , are you okay , bro?" I said worryingly
"Em , well , err"
"Spit it out " I laughed
"I imprinted on…. Renesmee "
My smile disappeared immediately . There was a huge lump in my throat that felt like it was choking me .
"I've seemed to have overheard something , Seth - I must of heard it incorrectly."
"You've heard it right , papa bloodsucker , you and your sorry excuse for a family officially just ruined my life " I managed to choke out over my sobbing .
I ran outside onto the patio and sobbed over the railings until I was interrupted by a familiar voice.
"Its not so nice when its you who is crying , is it ?" he said softly
"Just don't , Jake, please "
"I no how it feels" he said
"Oh of course , because you have a brother who imprinted a mutant baby , right - damn you forgot to introduce us." I said rudely.
"I'm talking about crying , you no - letting all your feelings out but being ashamed to do so - its okay you need to let it out - its healthy to cry"
"That's so stupid , who are you - God? " I said laughing.
"There's my Lee-Lee back !" he said also laughing.
After the laughter calmed down he got serious again.
"I understand why your this way now" Jake said quietly.
"What way" I said cautiously
"You no , mean and ungrateful and stuff - I no now how bad it must of felt when Sam left you for Emily . Cus me and Bella were so close and she got torn away from me" he said.
"It certainly is not the same , Sam and I were in love and Emily tore us apart . Edward and Bella were there first and you tried to rip them apart . YOU are the Emily in this !"
"Jeez Leah , I was trying to be understanding .You can be so annoying sometimes!"
I ran away into the forest .Jake followed me .
"Why do you always run away from a fight ?" he shouted.
"Why do you always think that you and Bella belong together ! Its hilarious how you are lost in your own imaginary world !" I shouted.
"Well you no what I think is funny ,the fact that Sam dumped you for your cousin and you no what else I think is funny , that your dad died HATING YOU !" He roared.
"Tell me , when is the last time you visited his grave?"
Silence filled the huge forest.
"Damn , I went too far " he mumbled under his breath.
I couldn't help the tears pouring out . He was right , that's why I reacted this way , he was 100% right. I started running again , why was I such a woos ?
Of course he followed and shortly caught up to me .
"I'm so sorry Leah , I couldn't help it ! Hey , where are you going ?"he asked
"Im going home , where I belong , back to my real pack !" I said
"What about me..er..I mean our little pack - you cant just leave Seth here alone"
"ITS NOT EVEN A REAL PACK !"I screamed ."Its just a stupid excuse to get closer to Bella …. Again!"
He stopped - just stopped , he didn't say anything just stood there .
I on the other hand didn't even try stop , I just transformed …..
As I approached the graveyard I went back to human form as I went in I picked some flowers and headed to my fathers grave .
There it was , all dusty and old like he's been dead for years. Its all my fault…again.
I got on my knees and started cleaning the vases and pots with the wet wipes hidden by my mother behind the gravestone . And by the end it was looking good , but I forgot the most important part - the little picture of him - the only thing I have left of him . I dusted it off and started pouring my heart out again .
"I'm so sorry !"I kept on repeating .
As I looked down I saw that it was late and that I should get to Sam's place before its too late….
When I arrived at Sam's house I immediately heard Emily's piercing laugh. Probably one of Sam's stupid jokes again . And my two best buds Embry and Jared - I am so surprised that I actually miss there sexist comments but still , you get drawn to people sometimes .
I knocked at the door and Embry answered.
"Holy sh "
"Language Embry !" Emily interrupted
"Leah? Are you okay ?" Sam and Jared asked.
"I'm fine ….. Em I was wondering if I can come back to your pack ? " I said quietly.
"Of course ! Seth and Jacob are welcome back anytime aswell" He stated.
"Hey babe , get Leah some of my clothes will you ?" Emily asked Sam.
"Sure Ems"
As Sam searched around Emily's clothes and Jared and Embry got back to the TV me and Emily were the only ones left.
"What happened with you and Jake?" She asked.
"What … how do you no ?" I said confused
"When you argue with someone you are always in a bad mood but when it is with Jake your depressed and you get lost in your thoughts" she said "So what was it now?"
"Everything… our pack, Seth ,Sam, Bella … Dad " I said as tears filled my eyes.
"Jeez I'm getting soft lately" I thought
"You no you can come to me any day , whether its boy problems or anything along those lines" she said softly .
I was about to come out with a smart comment but I was too drained to fight again .
"Thanks Emily"
Sam interrupted us by throwing the clothes on the table .I quickly changed and rushed off to see my mother .
The minute I got home my mother rushed out and hugged me mumbling some lovey dovey crap as she sobbed into my t-shirt .
When she calmed down we went inside and had a heart -to- heart chat about everything that went on .
"Emily and I were planning on going on a weekend trip somewhere - we were planning on getting her wedding dress and things like that . I better cancel it." she said.
"No , I'm fine here on my own , Seth should be home soon anyway ."
"Alright I'm leaving early tomorrow morning so I'll leave you in bed , okay?"
"Alright mam ." I said calmly "Erm ….mam…..I ..I ..I love you "
"I love you too hun " She said sweetly.
I got up to my messy bedroom and jumped into my bed and slowly trailed off into a deep sleep…
The next morning I woke up with a banging on my front door . Seriously? Its like 7am , I don't need this ! I stumbled down the stairs and opened the door .Jake barged through .
"I was so worried about you Leah!"
"Jake get out!" I said rudely.
"I'm so sorry - it wasn't necessary to bring him up .I'm so sorry ." he said apologetically
And , again I started tearing up - this isn't helping my tough girl image.
"Okay , I accept your apology " I said quickly.
"Then why are you crying ?"
"Because I was thinking about us last night - it's never going to be the same Jake" I blubbered
"What you mean , we always fight ?"
"No , I'm talking about when we were 14 and we weren't mutt's , we were innocent - well I was - and we cared about each other , never fought or nothing . And now its just horrible . We can never be like that …." I sobbed.
"Well…. If its not working out as friends then maybe we're not meant to be …just friends" he said with a grin - but not his usual smug grin but an actual flirty grin- which kinda scared me a little .
I opened my mouth to say something but I just couldn't - wow Jacob Black is the first person to ever make me speechless. Impressive.
"Can't we work it out..….. Lee - Lee ?" He said as he leaned in and kissed me .
It was like a first kiss but not the ones we got when we were 12 - a meaningful one - and boy did I see fireworks…
After about 30 seconds he layed off and said ,
"Nice pyjamas by the way "
"Tha … tha …thanks " I said as he left my house .
Smooth Leah. Real smooth.
I had that feeling Sam used to make me feel , oh no , I can't be in love with Jacob Black ! ….. Can I ?