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First things first, I want to say sorry for not updating my stories or even being active at all. Also a fair warning. There is a very very good reason why this story is M rated. I'm not going to go easy on the smut, sex, violence, and more. I'm not going to make this like my average sweet loving story. This is going to be the opposite of what I do. This is going to be me living my dreams for the characters out loud for the first time and its going to fall under that M rating, maybe even worse. Who knows with my brain. You have been warned.
It all started after the Clue hunt. Irina was standing outside the gauntlet with everyone else. After they had gotten those that needed medical help on the way to a hospital everyone was chatting talking about what they where going to do after the clue hunt...except Irina. Irina was standing away from everyone else, afraid that if she tried talking to them they would turn on her. She still didn't trust them...well that was a lie.
She just didn't trust most of them. She trusted Alistair but he seemed to be busy chatting with Fiske. Irina wanted to talk to him but she was afraid to. Finally after she saw he was done talking she went up to him and gently placed her small, slim hand on his shoulder. He turned to face her and raised an eye brow. "Yes Irina?" He asked lightly.
She blushed and looked at the ground and muttered "Can we talk?". Alistair put two fingers under her chin and made her look at him and said in a gentle tone "Of course we can, why don't we go somewhere a little more private though?" and looked over at the others who where sending worried glances at them. He smiled back at them, letting them know he was fine. After a few moments of getting away from the rest of the group Irina was being shy again. She looked up at him, he was looking at her tenderly. "What is it you need to speak to me about Irina?" He asked gently.
She looked up at him. "I love you" She whispered just loud enough for him to hear. He stumbled back, shocked at what he had just heard. "What" he just gasped out. "I love you" She repeated loud and more confident this time. He looked at her and sighed sadly. "I hate to break it to you Irina but I honestly only think of you as a friend, or even a little sister. I could never love you in the way that you love me." He said looking at her, her face turned from a slight smile to her looking like she was in pain.
A single tear slipped down her face. "Alright" She said calmly, "I understand. I should have been prepared for this but I was a fool" She snapped out harshly. He went to hug her but she backed off and slipped a knife out and pointed it at him "Don't fucking bother, I want nothing to do with you anymore." She snapped out and then ran off. Everyone had witnessed that. They had heard everything because they had followed. Fiske sighed slightly "She deals with to much heart break." He said sadly "Leave her be" He said as Amy and Dan went to follow her. They all decided it would be best to leave her alone.
Irina was sitting on a rotting log in the forest, sobbing. She had been weak. She let herself fall, just like a fool. How could she have thought that someone might love her back. She thought back to his comment "So I'm just a sister now" She growled out. She was angry, hurt...she felt betrayed in a way. She then thought back to Paris and what her and Alistair had done. "Well now dear Ali, it seems you wouldn't mind fucking your own sister" She laughed out in a sadistic way.
The more that she thought about it, the more it was hurting her. "Just steel yourself again Irina" She muttered "You did it after Nikki, you can do it now" She sighed. She didn't want to become that again but it seemed she had no choice in the matter. It was almost as if she had killed her emotions. She felt nothing. She was a shell of who she truly was. She got up and walked back to the group, glaring at anything and anyone. Amy shot her a sympathetic look and all Irina did was glare at her. Alistair came over to her. "I'm sorry Irina, I didn't mean to hurt you..I really didn't." He said quietly.
She glared at him "Well if your statement on how you feel about me is true it seems you wouldn't mind fucking your own sister" She said loud enough for everyone to hear. They where all shocked. "Alistair...is it true" Amy gasped out. Alistair looked at the ground, ashamed. "Yes" was all he said. Everyone looked shocked, and some even a bit angry. "So you used her?" Fiske asked carefully, looking over at Irina whom was just standing there, no emotion showing at all. "Yes" Alistair said again, this time even more quiet then the last.
Irina ground her teeth together. "So I was just your toy to play with and then throw away." She growled out. "No..never Irina!" Alistair quickly said, Irina could tell he was panicking. She simply growled at him. "Have a nice day everyone, I'm leaving" She snapped and walked away from them all. Everyone was shocked at what had just happened. Alistair looked at them and snapped out "Go away, this is none of your concern!" They all walked away and started leaving, heading to hospitals and home even. Alistair just sat on the beach and sighed..what had he just done?
Well this was just the beginning! I haven't even dipped into anything that I really plan on doing with this story. Though, I need all of you guy's help! I'm not really sure what I want to call this story! I know what I'm doing with the plot and everything but not the name! Shame on my I suppose XD Reviews are loved and any flames will be used to roast marshmallows for s'mores!