UNFAITHFUL

Story of my life, searching for the right

But it keeps avoiding me

Sorrow in my soul cause it seems that wrong

Really loves my company

--I love Edward so much. I don't know why I do the things I do. He is such a gentle man.

He's more then a man and this is more then love

The reason that the sky is blue

But clouds are rolling in because I'm gone again

And to him I just can't be true

--When we make love something is missing. He ever lets him self go with me. He is always afraid that he will hurt me.

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful

And it kills him inside

To know that I am happy with some other guy

I can see him dying

--When I'm with this other man it's different there is so much more there. Not love no Edward will always have that but when the other man touches me he never holds back.

I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Every time I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

--When he touches me there is fire and lust. He's not afraid to be rough. He gives in to his primitive urges. He touches in ways that only he would. He makes me fill wanted.

I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be a murderer

--Why do I do this every time I look at Edward I hate myself.

I feel it in the air as I'm doing my hair

Preparing for another date

A kiss up on my cheek, he's here reluctantly

As if I'm gonna be out late

--I told him I had plans with Angela and Jessica to go to the movie and dinner but the look on his face told me he knew more.

I say I won't be long just hanging with the girls

A lie i didn't have to tell

Because we both know where I'm about to go

And he knows it very well

--He looked very sad as he walked over to me.

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful

And it kills him inside

To know that I am happy with some other guy

I can see him dying

--He gave me a kiss good bye and told me that he love me and he will be here when I get back.

I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Every time I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

--I turned to leave. I looked back at our house and I could see Edward through the window. He looked like he was crying.

I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't want to a murderer

--I know I should stay but i left anyways.

Our love, his trust

I might as well take a gun

And pit it to his head

Git it over with

I don't wanna do this

Anymore, anymore

--I was sitting in my truck in front of his house. I know shouldn't be here.

And I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't want to be the reason why

And every time I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

--I walk up to his door he had open before I could knock. He pulled me closer and kissed me hard. He pulled back and said "Hey Bells!"

And I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be a murderer

A murderer, no no no

Yeah

--I looked at him and forgot got what I had left behind at home. I kissed him back and whispered

-------"Hi Jacob."

I'm sure this has been done already but I love this song and everytime I hear it I had an idea to write something!!!