Felicitas

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Shingeki no Kyojin (c) Isayama Hajime

Felicitas: Happiness (Latin)

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Notes: YmirChrista friendship. This story is written from Ymir's point of view.

And there we are.

I will poke your shoulder as if you are a little kids. And you will touch my backhand, as if I'm a sort of older-sister. Still, somehow, you can feel the warmth from me, even it is very subtle. As if I'm a kind of nice one, though it's still such a mystery.

And we know—there's an invisible link between us.

You know my habits. From the normal one, through the weirdest one. From the nice one, to the dirtiest one. And I trust you to know that very well. Tell you, if you wonder whether I know yours or not; the answer is, 'yes.'

And I will crack a mild chuckle, when you give me a tranquil smile afterthat.

You are a good listener. Otherwise, I don't like speak too much.

But we both know, you always listened attentively when I told you whatever sarcastic remarks I made. Or the subtle comment I said. And maybe—we shared an addicted interest at that.

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Therefore, it's a nice things to be kept in the warmness I seldom feel.

You know, Christa? Whenever I see you smiling, it feels like I don't deserve it. 'Cause all the sin I've committed.

And the meaningless life I've been through before this.

But here it is. You will hold my hand like I am the kindest person in the world. Then I will sense it, the warmth of your palm pressing the cold one of mine.

Like you don't care about who I am. About the ruthless woman, who likes to act manipulative. To all people—except you.

—And then we will walk together, as if the path we stepped-on is the most beautiful one—though maybe it is not.

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Therefore we would look at the same sky, through the different lens.

We both know that, in this ever-changing world, our heart still be steady.

Whatever enemy comes to attack, I will always be there to protect you. To me, the world might be a cold place. But I want you not to feel the same.

Here, I would build you a new home—some place to be at peace. And I'm a kind of person who would keep every promise I made, even my heart drenched with blood. Or my life has been almost taken away from me.

And we both believe in the secret dream we made, the gentle feeling we shared.

You are a new hope for me, Christa.

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'cause the sky was so blue—and the smile you give to me, is endless.

"In all these chaos, we find happiness."

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(Jakarta, 08/09/2013)

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