Hello everyone! I'm actually writing a fanfiction whoaaa! This idea came to me a couple days ago when I was about to fall asleep, and I though to myself 'damn, I have to write this now'. So anyway, just as a warning, this story will be triggering. See ya on the other side!
Deeper.
Deeper.
Natsu dug the blade into his arm, watching the blood fall with tired eyes. He had to leave soon, the team was going on a mission but he still had a few minutes-
He jumped as someone banged on the bathroom door. "Natsu, are you almost done? We're leaving soon," Lucy said through the door. "I-I'll be out in a minute," he called back, cursing his tremulous voice. He quickly wiped up the crimson liquid from the floor and pulled the sleeve of his vest down.
A wave of mint and snow suddenly hit his nose and he bit back a sigh.
"Hurry up dipshit, you can jack off when we get back."
Natsu decided to ignore that.
He opened the door, hating the way Gray rolled his eyes, mumbling 'finally' under his breath and walking away, as if he were a burden.
Maybe he was.
He stared almost desperately at the ice mage's retreating form, not even knowing he was still standing in front of the bathroom until Lucy placed her hand on his shoulder. "Everything alright?" she whispered softly.
"Of course, let's go destroy shit!" Natsu cheered, smiling wide. Lucy frowned, but followed after Gray, prompting the Dragon Slayer to drop his false cheerfulness.
Lucy knew about his love for Gray, in fact she was the only one who knew. He only knew it was safe to tell her after he accidentally found her secret stash of BL manga one day. She came home to him reading it on her floor, and after finding out he wasn't disgusted, asked him if he wanted to borrow some.
He was tempted, but refused after realizing Happy might find it.
Natsu shook himself out of the past and ran after Gray and Lucy.
After all, he didn't want to be the cause of Erza's anger.
This one's kinda short (okay, its REALLY short), i know, but its more like a prologue than an actual chapter. I hope you like it! Please review and all that