Okay, so this story may seem a little depressing or whatever, but it gets better. Oh pshh, you probably aren't even reading this. Anyways, read on!
There she was. The girl of my dreams. We haven't talked in months since I broke her heart.
I admit that it was the dumbest thing I have ever done.
I decided to be noble and walk over to her.
"Hey, blue eyes." I said, bringing back my old nickname for her.
"Hi." She said shyly.
"How've you been?" I asked. Inside hoping she has been missing me as much as I have been missing her.
"Busy." She answered back quietly.
I looked around and started talking about the weather. She only gave me one word answers or a yes or no.
"How have your, uh, parents been?" I asked. I saw her face drop and replied "Same old. Still fighting."
"I'm sorry." I replied. Not only talking about her parents but about our relationship.
Flashback;
"Hey!" She yelled and ran up to me giving me a hard kiss on the lips.
"Hey." I said while kissing her back.
"I missed you so much! I kinda sorta got roses?" She laughed out loud. God I loved her laugh. Then she pulled the roses out from behind her back.
"Aren't the roles supposed to be switched?" I asked with a smirk.
"I guess.." She said back.
I can't believe what I have to do. I can feel the tears starting to come to my eyes.
I have to break up with her.
I know, you're probably wondering why. You see.. I'm not good enough for her. She could have way better. I can't stand here and watch her give me everything as I see everything start to crumble around her because of me.
"I have to talk to you." I slowly said.
"Okay..?" She replied.
"I can't do this." I said pointing to her, then me. It was a ball-face lie. I just can't hurt her anymore.
"You..what?" She asked. She threw the roses to the ground, then ran. And I just let her run. I didn't stop her.
Present;
All these months without Clare, I couldn't eat, drink, let alone sleep, without her sad face coming into my mind when she threw the roses at me and ran, crying.
She gave all of her love to me. And I broke her heart into two. I'm such an ass.
I would remember when we would just drive and enjoy the breeze through the windows of the car. Just enjoying each others presence. I loved her so much. I still do.
She would laugh and sing along with songs that came on the radio. I would just drive and stare into her beautiful blue eyes.
Her birthday passed by. I didn't even wish her happy birthday. If I heard her voice or talked to her at all, I knew I would break down. I couldn't let that happen for her sake.
I'm no good for her.
I remember when I told her about Julia, and we just sat there and hugged. Her always helping me through my dark times. And yet.. I left her when she needed me most.
I wish I could go back to December and fix everything that happened. I wish I could have the courage to stay with her and tell her I wouldn't hurt her anymore.
Everything bad happened when I came into her life. She seems happy now and I shouldn't ruin that.
"I forgive you." She said, breaking me from my thoughts.
"You do?" I asked, shocked.
She stood up and it looked like she was going to leave. But she stuck out her hand and said, "Friends?"
I knew at that moment, on the very off chance that this would ever happen again, I needed to suck up my pride, and slowly let the girl that I loved, back into my life.
A huge grin spread on my face. I took her hand and replied "Friends."
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