And I Always Am

by AllTimeNatalie

She has nightmares some nights, most nights. I'm there, always no matter what. When she doesn't, I wait anyways for her to look at me and say 'Chad are you awake' And I always am.

DISCLAIMER: I own no rights to Sonny with a Chance.

A/N: So this is a cute little Channy ficlet. :D

SUMMARY: She has nightmares some nights, most nights. I'm there, always no matter what. When she doesn't, I wait anyways for her to look at me and say 'Chad are you awake?' And I always am.

TITLE: And I Always Am

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I've been staying with Sonny lately because her mom asked me if I wanted to. My house was being fumigated and it wasn't like I had anywhere else to go so I said 'why not'. Only thing is, I have to sleep on the sofa bed in Sonny's room. Which in all honesty I don't mind, I may be CDC but I have feelings to. Actually that's quite good. I could use that in Mackenzie Falls' valentines special which airs next week… just saying.

Every night it's the same old pattern. I sit and I watch her. She's so beautiful in every way. Her big brown eyes locked away in a world of deep sleep, her locks of dark brown sleepily tied in a ponytail behind her, too sealed away. She just has this way of making me go crazy. She smiled that perfect smile and I'm gone.

She has nightmares some nights, most nights as a matter of fact. They're vivid. I get that from the way she tosses and turns and she wakes up panting for short breaths of air. She never explains them, she just can't bring herself too and if she's uncomfortable doing that then I don't want her to explain herself. I can't sleep but sometimes I don't want to. The moonlight shines through her net curtains and onto her face and I'm just… speechless.

Her chest slowly rises and falls and I know she's having a nightmare because she screws her face up and fidgets. I want to help her but I can't. She's completely helpless and vulnerable and sometimes, a tear slips down her cheek and she's taken to the valet of nightmares. Every time she sits up and whispers brokenly;

"Chad are you awake?" And I smile and say;

"Of course I am. Wanna talk about it?"

But she never does talk about it and I never expect her to. She just cries harder and I run over and wrap my arms around her and tell her its okay even though I don't know what is okay.

And when she doesn't have a nightmare, I sit and wait anyways for her to look at me with her bog brown eyes that sparkle in the moonlight and say 'Chad are you awake?' and I always am.

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A/N: Mini fic! Hope you liked it and I am sorry I haven't updated Sonny with a Chance fics lately. Reviews always welcomed weather they be good or bad. Constructive criticism welcome. XD