After much pestering from Jess and Kendel, here it is. It's post finale and I'm trying to take a different route than other post finale fics that's already out. I'm an Addek, so I'd like to think that this story is going to be Addek, but we'll see. This is titled "It's Beginning to Get Me" from a song by Snow Patrol. Thank you to Jess and Kendel, for the suggestions and um...the yellings...

Disclaimer: I don't own any of the GA characters, they're all the Shonda's, and they just like to run in my mind with their crazy lives. So here's the first chapter:

Hundred

The how I can't recall
But I'm staring at what once was the wall
Separating east and west
Now they meet amidst the broad daylight
So this is where you are, and this is where I am
Somewhere between unsure and a hundred

And who's to say it's wrong
And who's to say that it's not right
Where we should be for now
So this is where you are, and this is where I am
So this is where you are, and this is where I've been
Somewhere between unsure and a hundred

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Meredith looked at the two men calling her name. Derek. Finn.

She was not over Derek, but Finn could make her get over Derek. Does she want to be over Derek?

Finn had plans. Derek had a wife, Addison. Crap, there is still Addison...

Will Derek leave Addison if she left Finn now? We just had sex. He's not over me either, of course he will leave Addison.

"Finn, uh... I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. I can't go home with you..." She watched his face fell as she said the words.

"Oh..." There was a pause before Finn looked at Derek, then back at her. "You were never just friends, were you? I get it." He nodded to himself.

"I am so sorry, Finn, I..." Before she could finish, Finn walked passed her and made his way out.

She closed her eyes. God, what am I doing...

She turned to face Derek. "What does this mean?"

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Something happened. Him and her. That look on his face, she couldn't read him, he wouldn't look at her. She couldn't put a finger on what exactly, but something did happen. Something... She pulled out of her thoughts when she heard Richard called her name. They were walking back to the prom to tell the kids the night was over.

"Adele and I will take care of this. Why don't you and Derek just head home, it's going to be quite a day tomorrow."

Indeed. "Okay. Good night, Richard."

She didn't even try to stay to help him, she just wanted to get out of there. Derek is already on his way home probably, she thought as she walked through the parking lot. They took separate cars tonight because she got called to the hospital when they were at Finn's. It was then she saw his car. Is he waiting for me so we could drive home together? Do I go back inside to find him? Wait... Is he... Is he even coming home?

She brushed out the millions questions running through her mind and focused on driving, she didn't want to think about it.

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Finn shook his head in disbelief at what Meredith said. She wasn't coming with him and at first he couldn't undertsand why. Then it dawned on him that Derek was still standing there. Derek had called Meredith's name, he was waiting for her, just like he was. Something happened between Meredith and Derek, and he wasn't sure if he wanted to know what it was.

"Oh..." He paused before helooked at Derek, then back at her. "You were never just friends, were you? I get it." He nodded to himself and he walked out before Meredith could finish her next sentence.

He couldn't believe what just happened. He was letting another woman into his life after Liz's death, and she didn't choose him. He opened his heart too fast, he made plans too fast, and so he lost her too fast.He should've known better. What married guy shared a dog with a female friend? Of course they were not just friends.

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Did she just said what I thought she said? Derek just stood there and watched as Meredith told Finn. Finn looked at him and Derek looked down to avoid his gaze. He flinched at Finn's words. I am sorry, too, Finn, I am so sorry. He saw Finn's shoes stepped away from where they were standing, and he walked toward Meredith when she asked him the question he had asked he earlier. To be honest, he didn't know what this meant.

"I'm not going home with Finn. He left. And I, most likely, will never see him again. What does this mean for us, Derek?" Meredith asked, he could feel her searching his face for an answer.

"I..." He didn't have a definite answer. "I need some time to sort things out with Addison, to explain to her." He didn't know what else to say.

"Time...You need time... Of course, okay..." Meredith stammered. "How much time?" She asked.

"I don't know... A couple of days...maybe... Look, why don't I take you home." Derek offered, it's the least he can do for now.

"No. No... I can drive myself. Why don't you just go back. Maybe try to talk to Addison or something... I'll see you tomorrow. Good night, Derek." With that she turned around and left.

Derek made his way out of the hospital and figured Addison already made her way back to the trailer when he didn't see her car in the parking lot. He knew he had to talk to Addison, but he didn't even know where to begin. A couple of days to explain to Addison, to end their twelve years of marriage, to let go of the woman who had been with him and loved him for the last fifteen years. I'm leaving Addison. Could I finally leave her this time? --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Addison sat on the bed, still dressed in her gown, with her head in her hands. They had a talk at the Prom, he must have decided to be with Meredith. They kissed. They...? No... She shook her head at the possibility. Derek would never do that, to turn around and do the same thing she did. She wanted to ask him what happened tonight, but how she didn't know. Maybe I don't have to, he'll tell me he wants out and that'll be the end of us. Get ready to pack, Addison...

She drew in a long breath and looked around the trailer. I'm finally leaving this place. She let out a sigh and made her way to the bathroom to change. Maybe...maybe not...

She heard his car as she was finishing up and walked out of the bathroom as she heard the door opened. Here we go...

"Hey."

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